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SUZANA WHO?
Hi there little boys and girls, today we are gonna learn how to poison squirrels. But first, I’d like you to meet my friend Suzana ; Stranger

Monday, December 14, 2015 @ 2:45 AM

He looked into my eyes

He schools with me, dines with me and explore places we are both too scared to go alone.

But

There are times where we had our private assembly without a brofist greeting; and that is when we both are clear that neither of us are in the mood. He grazes my right shoulder with his, pulling me out of my daze. I gave no gesture to acknowledge his late arrival while he didn't open salutation either. But we still walk front, through the glass door and found a canteen table to share. No conversation was initiated, no words were uttered. I glance at him engrossed in whatever was on his iPhone. I clicked on the whatsapp group chats with pop ups from weeks ago; there was no interest at all. He plucked each side of the earpiece from his ears slowly, resting his cochlea for once. It wasn't creepy to just watch him for minutes until he stared right straight into my eyes flipping through the pages of my secrets, staring at my list of fears and noted my mistakes. The noise of the crowd faded as my pupils concealed him from reaching my heart. Instead, I zoomed through his eyes and arrived in his uneven brain. It felt wrong, yet felt stronger that it was only fair that we both visited each others insides. In my attempt to unmask his secrets, fears and mistakes, I was defeated. My fear of exposition reflected in my eyeballs. Weakness of my eyes made it easy for him to guard what's behind those black universe.

I snapped back to reality.

I stood up to queue for food.

The fear of conspiration, pistanthrophobia, reoccurring events were not familiar. It was very foreign because it wasn't mine. He had only looked through his own reflection while I locked myself from me.

It's the fear of disappointing myself.

I ordered bubur hitam and went on with my day, like I always do.

Labels: Life is a test

Sunday, December 6, 2015 @ 1:56 AM

Prank revenge

Three evil brains formed to plan a 10-step devious feline prank.
Step 1: Talk about the growing number of stray cats
Step 2: Get them to choose a canned cat food
Step 3: Gavin to mix tuna and cat food on a plate
Step 4: Prepare gopro
Step 5: Serve
Step 6: Talk about this "healthier version of tuna"
Step 7: Suzana taste the real tuna that is easily identified
Step 8: Record and watch them swallow
Step 9: Control laughter & keep a straight face for the longest time
Step 10: Bring in the cat food can

And I got revenged.
At Brandon's pizza party, they cooked maggie cos the pizzas weren't filling enough (LOLOLOL) and didn't let me cook. So as I was watching youtube videos, they offered me love letters wafer. I smelt it, suspicious, but still ate it- it was chocolate flavour omg how can i not? It was stuffed with cat food biscuits inside yay.

I am a cat now.
We are all cats.
Let's wait till the video is compiled, edited and uploaded. :))))))

Labels: Eeeeeeeee., interesting, Makan, Mission accomplished, thrilling, You think you do but you have no idea.

Saturday, December 5, 2015 @ 7:24 PM

My tiny baby

These past few months with her has really been a joy (besides her accidental poops and uncontrollable pees). I've learnt about Hannah more and mostly to not panic when she pees on concentrated yellow or stays stills for so long. Her energy level for sure has multiplied and now she runs, recognises her food source, jump in to all boxes. When I redesigned my room by clearing all (yes everything) of the furniture, the boxes that came in was her temporary heaven. Maybe not so temporary since our one day is many days for rabbits.

Here's a list of things I didn't expect to do:

1) bring her to school

2) exercise with her every fortnight

3) lecture her on jumping onto my laptop

4) watch her for hours in secret

5) build a fort with lashing skills

6) hug her so many times a day

I love u hannah

Friday, December 4, 2015 @ 4:14 PM

Wednesday, December 2, 2015 @ 4:58 PM

When was the last time you did something crazy for the first time?

As I seek to try new things and test my limits in different situations, never had a 50km hike stopped by my mind. Equipment wise, I was well prepared. Mentally wise, I had came to a realization that this is the longest route that I will be taking since I could ever walk. There were harsher terrains, undesirable weathers and heavier loads on my back and waist. But this one, I didn't know if I could last above 40km. But I did. How can marathoners even run??

I took the same amount of time walking the last 10kilometers as my first 25. Well, it seemed like the route was never going to end. My buddy was the best person to hike with, encouraging me through stories, endless jokes that I couldn't resist from aching my invisible abs and understanding my limits. With or without blasting music, we moved forward and never turned back (after all the effort). The pain in my breaking feet was so overwhelming that my knee wound was easily forgotten.

Mind over body is real. It is amazing and your body will get double the next day.

Labels: exercise, Heels hurt :'), Mission accomplished, My bag was effing huge., Outdoor love, You think you do but you have no idea.

Monday, December 14, 2015 @ 2:45 AM He looked into my eyes He schools with me, dines with me and explore places we are both too scared to go alone. But There are times where we had our private assembly without a brofist greeting; and that is when we both are clear that neither of us are in the mood. He grazes my right shoulder with his, pulling me out of my daze. I gave no gesture to acknowledge his late arrival while he didn't open salutation either. But we still walk front, through the glass door and found a canteen table to share. No conversation was initiated, no words were uttered. I glance at him engrossed in whatever was on his iPhone. I clicked on the whatsapp group chats with pop ups from weeks ago; there was no interest at all. He plucked each side of the earpiece from his ears slowly, resting his cochlea for once. It wasn't creepy to just watch him for minutes until he stared right straight into my eyes flipping through the pages of my secrets, staring at my list of fears and noted my mistakes. The noise of the crowd faded as my pupils concealed him from reaching my heart. Instead, I zoomed through his eyes and arrived in his uneven brain. It felt wrong, yet felt stronger that it was only fair that we both visited each others insides. In my attempt to unmask his secrets, fears and mistakes, I was defeated. My fear of exposition reflected in my eyeballs. Weakness of my eyes made it easy for him to guard what's behind those black universe. I snapped back to reality. I stood up to queue for food. The fear of conspiration, pistanthrophobia, reoccurring events were not familiar. It was very foreign because it wasn't mine. He had only looked through his own reflection while I locked myself from me. It's the fear of disappointing myself. I ordered bubur hitam and went on with my day, like I always do. Labels: Life is a test back to top?
Sunday, December 6, 2015 @ 1:56 AM Prank revenge Three evil brains formed to plan a 10-step devious feline prank. Step 1: Talk about the growing number of stray cats Step 2: Get them to choose a canned cat food Step 3: Gavin to mix tuna and cat food on a plate Step 4: Prepare gopro Step 5: Serve Step 6: Talk about this "healthier version of tuna" Step 7: Suzana taste the real tuna that is easily identified Step 8: Record and watch them swallow Step 9: Control laughter & keep a straight face for the longest time Step 10: Bring in the cat food can And I got revenged. At Brandon's pizza party, they cooked maggie cos the pizzas weren't filling enough (LOLOLOL) and didn't let me cook. So as I was watching youtube videos, they offered me love letters wafer. I smelt it, suspicious, but still ate it- it was chocolate flavour omg how can i not? It was stuffed with cat food biscuits inside yay. I am a cat now. We are all cats. Let's wait till the video is compiled, edited and uploaded. :)))))) Labels: Eeeeeeeee., interesting, Makan, Mission accomplished, thrilling, You think you do but you have no idea. back to top?
Saturday, December 5, 2015 @ 7:24 PM My tiny baby These past few months with her has really been a joy (besides her accidental poops and uncontrollable pees). I've learnt about Hannah more and mostly to not panic when she pees on concentrated yellow or stays stills for so long. Her energy level for sure has multiplied and now she runs, recognises her food source, jump in to all boxes. When I redesigned my room by clearing all (yes everything) of the furniture, the boxes that came in was her temporary heaven. Maybe not so temporary since our one day is many days for rabbits. Here's a list of things I didn't expect to do: 1) bring her to school 2) exercise with her every fortnight 3) lecture her on jumping onto my laptop 4) watch her for hours in secret 5) build a fort with lashing skills 6) hug her so many times a day I love u hannah back to top?
Friday, December 4, 2015 @ 4:14 PM back to top?
Wednesday, December 2, 2015 @ 4:58 PM When was the last time you did something crazy for the first time? As I seek to try new things and test my limits in different situations, never had a 50km hike stopped by my mind. Equipment wise, I was well prepared. Mentally wise, I had came to a realization that this is the longest route that I will be taking since I could ever walk. There were harsher terrains, undesirable weathers and heavier loads on my back and waist. But this one, I didn't know if I could last above 40km. But I did. How can marathoners even run?? I took the same amount of time walking the last 10kilometers as my first 25. Well, it seemed like the route was never going to end. My buddy was the best person to hike with, encouraging me through stories, endless jokes that I couldn't resist from aching my invisible abs and understanding my limits. With or without blasting music, we moved forward and never turned back (after all the effort). The pain in my breaking feet was so overwhelming that my knee wound was easily forgotten. Mind over body is real. It is amazing and your body will get double the next day. Labels: exercise, Heels hurt :'), Mission accomplished, My bag was effing huge., Outdoor love, You think you do but you have no idea. back to top?