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Wednesday, October 28, 2015 @ 1:31 AM

All we wanted

All we wanted was to seek adventure
All we needed was a little courage and venture
It didn't require any financial torture
But the risk is thrice than the pain of a denture

The haze disallowed outdoor activities after our lecture
So I gave a text and we met soon thereafter
Two lights accompanied by little banter
And our plans were easily tossed into the dumpster

All we wanted was to seek adventure
Straight ahead to the destination without alter
We may succeed or leave with a failure
Atleast we were prepared for the harsh latter

We went round and round till my brain was a stir
Discussing issues through exchanging satire
Not excluding the endless laughter
As we parkor and sat at the edge of sharp texture

All we wanted was to seek adventure
My heart rate increased with my legs dangling and hands untouched, I couldn't think
We may not have changed anything close to Margaret Thatcher
But I can't measure
These moments are my real treasure

All we wanted was to seek adventure

Sunday, October 25, 2015 @ 2:54 AM

Oooooooooooooooooo

To the weekends where I get to spend the entire day walking and queuing till all the blood got so tired they stayed at my feet. The long wait wasn't torturous with the company I had.

And as teenagers, we can't recognize the importance of sleep thus we took our time and still cooked supper. Just in time for a 3 hour nap. Great. Good choices.

Labels: adventure, be patient., exercise, Fun

Friday, October 23, 2015 @ 3:14 AM

Declutter

If it was one thing that I fail terribly at is definitely decluterring.

The digging started off with the bent bookshelf. The book that I used as a cover to exchange letters with a boy. That book that my teacher said I could never understand (and I still don't). And a lot of books that I left halfway and promised myself to finish it in the near future. The stickers that I may use, the paints and brushes that drew my paintings, the recorder that I performed with and was once so addicted to.

Friends get rid of evidences so easily. They burn it, tear it or toss it into the bin. How can you throw away words that were handwritten with tiny scribbles that was attached with a lot of feelings? The photos you printed were special enough that you wanted to hold them physically. The humble soft toy that has slept on different beds and carried mixed human smell. The box of time and effort spent on origamicking the hearts and ensuring that every deformed one was removed. The friendshipbands that you stuck with you wherever for months until you got over it. The badges that were achieved with pride and satisfaction. The sketches of various role models in different stages of my lifetime.

Decluterring. Some things you can detach, and some, you can't.

Thursday, October 22, 2015 @ 3:19 AM

You gotta choose one

You gotta choose one. That's my this 6 months goal: Only one.

We all started with one squad. We started strong but overtime, we grew apart from each other. We all had a common goal, that explains the arrow later. Unfortunately, everyone had different views and we were all seperated and formed cliques. This is our story.

:)

Labels: Awkward

Tuesday, October 20, 2015 @ 2:09 AM

Love u loads

In-between the sarcasm, jokes, rants, I honestly thought he was drunk when he sent:

"btw thanks guys for the fun during this holidays👍 best holiday i had👍👍"

It's not that we don't appreciate one another, we do. It's that we have never expressed it. And it sounded so weird when one person other than me says it. I say "love u so much" when I'm in trouble or when they team up against me. Plus, as we have experienced enough camps to understand the power of timetabling, this was created.

It looks like an overly attached girlfriend who asks me for my timetable and created a schedule to meet because she cant get enough of me. It is.

Ps; the top of their curse lists now is babi and I wonder where they get it from.

Labels: adventure, Awkward, Eat

Friday, October 16, 2015 @ 12:19 AM

"you can go overseas with your friends after you turn 18"

A week after 20/09/15 also known as my first legal week, climbers + the girls group went on a 2.50RM trip.

They weren't lying about the pain-balls.

Labels: #niner, Eat, Everyone was so enthu, exercise, Fun, Happy shopping, Heels hurt :'), Makan, melting, My bag was effing huge., My hair is short again

@ 12:17 AM

No pause

I used to hear it differently

Change equals to sin

But change is so inevitable

Change equals to taking a step forward

It means you leave your previous habits and beliefs behind

It can be as tiny as being more organised

Or having a different priority

This term break was 90% filled with a mandatory school commitment

Or I will fail it completely

Other than that

I no longer study or fill my days with teaching

(Maybe once or twice heh)

I chose to put more importance on friends

All these years,

CCAs, extra activities, camps, workshops, work 24/7

I don't dislike keeping myself busy with productive activities

I just wondered about all the parties, outings, meet ups that I have missed out

Fever once every fortweek

Endless cough and runny nose

Twitching eyes

Back aches

And a whole lot of yawning

I'm making up,

And I love it.

Labels: adventure, satisfied

Thursday, October 8, 2015 @ 2:32 AM

Flaming nights

This is my every night.

It is my first holiday being deprived of my mornings, afternoons and evening. All I'm left with is the night and if I could, I would've chosen climbing. Even if it was for a few hours and travelling was inconvenient to everyone, we did it. They complain that my schedule sucks but we still hang out till the wee hours. Sleep is not the problem. The problem is the 8-10am battle with my body to stay still and sit straight.

I could not come close to imagining me hanging out in town to photograph or climb to my limits or join my friends drinking.

Not once did we "waste" the little time we had with each other to study. We all lived in different areas and if we were ready to travel far, it definitely wouldn't be to study. That's when our grades hit us.

Labels: adventure, Inhale love Exhale hate., Makan, My hair is short again, Outdoor love

Wednesday, October 28, 2015 @ 1:31 AM All we wanted All we wanted was to seek adventure All we needed was a little courage and venture It didn't require any financial torture But the risk is thrice than the pain of a denture The haze disallowed outdoor activities after our lecture So I gave a text and we met soon thereafter Two lights accompanied by little banter And our plans were easily tossed into the dumpster All we wanted was to seek adventure Straight ahead to the destination without alter We may succeed or leave with a failure Atleast we were prepared for the harsh latter We went round and round till my brain was a stir Discussing issues through exchanging satire Not excluding the endless laughter As we parkor and sat at the edge of sharp texture All we wanted was to seek adventure My heart rate increased with my legs dangling and hands untouched, I couldn't think We may not have changed anything close to Margaret Thatcher But I can't measure These moments are my real treasure All we wanted was to seek adventure back to top?
Sunday, October 25, 2015 @ 2:54 AM Oooooooooooooooooo To the weekends where I get to spend the entire day walking and queuing till all the blood got so tired they stayed at my feet. The long wait wasn't torturous with the company I had. And as teenagers, we can't recognize the importance of sleep thus we took our time and still cooked supper. Just in time for a 3 hour nap. Great. Good choices. Labels: adventure, be patient., exercise, Fun back to top?
Friday, October 23, 2015 @ 3:14 AM Declutter If it was one thing that I fail terribly at is definitely decluterring. The digging started off with the bent bookshelf. The book that I used as a cover to exchange letters with a boy. That book that my teacher said I could never understand (and I still don't). And a lot of books that I left halfway and promised myself to finish it in the near future. The stickers that I may use, the paints and brushes that drew my paintings, the recorder that I performed with and was once so addicted to. Friends get rid of evidences so easily. They burn it, tear it or toss it into the bin. How can you throw away words that were handwritten with tiny scribbles that was attached with a lot of feelings? The photos you printed were special enough that you wanted to hold them physically. The humble soft toy that has slept on different beds and carried mixed human smell. The box of time and effort spent on origamicking the hearts and ensuring that every deformed one was removed. The friendshipbands that you stuck with you wherever for months until you got over it. The badges that were achieved with pride and satisfaction. The sketches of various role models in different stages of my lifetime. Decluterring. Some things you can detach, and some, you can't. back to top?
Thursday, October 22, 2015 @ 3:19 AM You gotta choose one You gotta choose one. That's my this 6 months goal: Only one. We all started with one squad. We started strong but overtime, we grew apart from each other. We all had a common goal, that explains the arrow later. Unfortunately, everyone had different views and we were all seperated and formed cliques. This is our story. :) Labels: Awkward back to top?
Tuesday, October 20, 2015 @ 2:09 AM Love u loads In-between the sarcasm, jokes, rants, I honestly thought he was drunk when he sent: "btw thanks guys for the fun during this holidays👍 best holiday i had👍👍" It's not that we don't appreciate one another, we do. It's that we have never expressed it. And it sounded so weird when one person other than me says it. I say "love u so much" when I'm in trouble or when they team up against me. Plus, as we have experienced enough camps to understand the power of timetabling, this was created. It looks like an overly attached girlfriend who asks me for my timetable and created a schedule to meet because she cant get enough of me. It is. Ps; the top of their curse lists now is babi and I wonder where they get it from. Labels: adventure, Awkward, Eat back to top?
Friday, October 16, 2015 @ 12:19 AM "you can go overseas with your friends after you turn 18" A week after 20/09/15 also known as my first legal week, climbers + the girls group went on a 2.50RM trip. They weren't lying about the pain-balls. Labels: #niner, Eat, Everyone was so enthu, exercise, Fun, Happy shopping, Heels hurt :'), Makan, melting, My bag was effing huge., My hair is short again back to top?
@ 12:17 AM No pause I used to hear it differently Change equals to sin But change is so inevitable Change equals to taking a step forward It means you leave your previous habits and beliefs behind It can be as tiny as being more organised Or having a different priority This term break was 90% filled with a mandatory school commitment Or I will fail it completely Other than that I no longer study or fill my days with teaching (Maybe once or twice heh) I chose to put more importance on friends All these years, CCAs, extra activities, camps, workshops, work 24/7 I don't dislike keeping myself busy with productive activities I just wondered about all the parties, outings, meet ups that I have missed out Fever once every fortweek Endless cough and runny nose Twitching eyes Back aches And a whole lot of yawning I'm making up, And I love it. Labels: adventure, satisfied back to top?
Thursday, October 8, 2015 @ 2:32 AM Flaming nights This is my every night. It is my first holiday being deprived of my mornings, afternoons and evening. All I'm left with is the night and if I could, I would've chosen climbing. Even if it was for a few hours and travelling was inconvenient to everyone, we did it. They complain that my schedule sucks but we still hang out till the wee hours. Sleep is not the problem. The problem is the 8-10am battle with my body to stay still and sit straight. I could not come close to imagining me hanging out in town to photograph or climb to my limits or join my friends drinking. Not once did we "waste" the little time we had with each other to study. We all lived in different areas and if we were ready to travel far, it definitely wouldn't be to study. That's when our grades hit us. Labels: adventure, Inhale love Exhale hate., Makan, My hair is short again, Outdoor love back to top?