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Saturday, January 23, 2016 @ 1:11 AM

Change in environment

I am currently at the stage where my friends are enlisting, sharing their NS lives, graduating JCs and moving on with life. But I realised there is a change in environment which somehow changed the way of how I looked at things. Or is it?

1) Smoking; it is so very common to see peers going on a smoke break, carrying packs openly. I remember the time where almost the whole world would judge you if you get caught with a pack of cigarettes. It's like an underage- extremist crime. Now, it has become a norm and just smoke la smoke your minutes away

2) Dudes with long hair; it's not a trend but it's also not a one in a million style. From my ears experience, there isn't much comment about dudes who can tie a ponytail. Unless, they have a girlfriend and he wants to meet the parents and that's where the problem arises.

3) Aggressive sports; doesn't look so aggressive to me. Maybe in lower secondary I would be so fascinated by seniors who go for kayaking expeditions, high elements dispatchers and anything with fast wheels. Upon graduation, I've took up three sports (or atleast tried)- rock climbing, inline skating and kayaking. Not as scary looking down a 25 meter wall, hanging on one rope and relying on your unreliable friend to belay you properly.

4) Gym; in secondary school, there's always that 2% of the population that works out and actually have noticeable muscles. From "WAHHHH you gym ahh?" to "ehh where you gym, go together?". I had no clue that it was okay to go alone. It was also okay to not know hhow to use every single equipment because there are too many damn. And, activesg and school gym means my money remains in my wallet. Thank you, thank you.

5) Tattoos; so meaningful. Couple of friends with tattoos and while some of it are meaningful and inspiring, others get it for their 18th birthday present from their mom wow, and some who has a tatt of their face.

6) Clubbing; people go clubbing on Wednesdays too; which I had no idea about because what the hell don't you have an 8am class the next day? As I try to study peacefully, there'll be a group talking about going to which club, or gossips about his xiao clubber girl, and debates on guys intentions of going . In class, out of class; out of 10 people, 7 has at least gone once. ps; convenient if your school allows you to wear whatever you want and you can just survive the day in the outfit and dont have to bring an extra set to change.

7) Coloured hair; it is not a sin my friend. In sec 2 I told my friend I wanted to dye my hair dark brown and he was in shock and I was confused of his reaction. Now, you have bright pink, blonde, grey, blue, seaweed+white, ombrey, bright red, every colour you can think of. And its everywhere but this time, gossips dont revolve around unique hairs anymore. Heh.

8) Nightlife; does not necessarily revolve around alcohol. We may have a stroll in different parks, inline skate, pizza party over and over, playing games at the playground (I'm not kidding), lame ol card games, blanket party, there is more to alcohol and hangovers. Going home at 12am is okay, you dont have to fear getting kidnapped because cameras are everywhere. They see us all.

9) Vulgar; all the damn time. I can't remember a day where my ears did not experience any foul language. "Ehhh fuck, wheres my phone" "Nabei, I miss my bus" "Cheebye, so long never see". I used to get scolded for saying "babi"; it means pig in malay. Really? I got scolded for that from my parents and teachers, really????? i once accidentally said it infront of a sec 1 and their faces were priceless- it was like I just stabbed someone and walked away.

10) Limited clothing; and I mean bottom boob, side boob, cleavage. Basically all the boob without the nipple. It's the nipple that people are afraid of. Butts I have seen oh so often due to the trend of very short shorts revealing a little of butt. It's okay, no one really be like "omg this is so new".

I thought about these because my perception when I was 13 or more like the perception that people around me had or wanted me to have is way different from now. It is not as crazy and gangsterous to have 5 piercings on one year and other stereotypes. Why has my views changed? Is it because I see/ hear/experience it everyday that it has become acceptable? Is it true that if someone is put in an entirely different environment, they would adapt to it and think that the whole world is like that?

Labels: A dude asked me "What will you do if aliens invade Earth?", adventure, exercise, F language aint vulgar, new year, thrilling

Monday, December 29, 2014 @ 11:15 PM

tank with the chiggas, angmoh, pinoy

This is my first dinner on 25th of December out with a bunch of friends and it was an enjoyable night indeed. I tried to capture everything before 2am in this video but I was caught up either with the cup/ball games, the snapchat war, video games, twister, continuous eating from 6pm to 6am. There were so much food that even when our tanks were full, consumption did not stop.

Although Christmas commonly comes together with pork or turkey, everything was double confirmed halal with the specific stamp (except for one thing which I didn't touch). And I am the only Muslim but they still invited me awww. Gifts exchange was nice too, it has been awhile.

Things I learnt?
Climbing improves your flexibility thus you will perform better and sustain longer on the mat than before climbing. The team climbers attained the top 3 positions HURAYYY! Having stronger arms does not mean you are faster in handling cups. However, having stronger arms means you can pick friends up when they fall too right? HAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHA OK GOODBYE.

Labels: #69, A dude asked me "What will you do if aliens invade Earth?", distraction, Eat, Everyone was so enthu, F language aint vulgar, Happy shopping, IWMHBAF, Makan, My bag was effing huge.

Friday, November 21, 2014 @ 1:12 AM

Regret

And now I am weak again.

What happens when a first aider is injured? Where's my first aider?

We should really practice a "cool down" session because we always ALWAYS forget to stretch because we would be too eager to bathe and eat. This is unhealthy and despite the many aches and tears, I have not learnt to be disciplined. It hurts it hurts. How do I apply the kinesio tape on my shoulder?

AIYAHHHH UBIN NEXT WEEK FASTERRRRRRRR DONT DO THIS TO ME.

#30daynocursingchallenge isn't doing so well.

#semula

#ihavehorribleunmotivatingfriends And this is why:

-They throw rocks at me when Im climbing

-They wouldn't let me down from the rope

-They use me as an experiment as slam-dunked me

-They throw rocks at me while Im being lowered

-"Suzana say byebye to your challenge"

#orcheh #swell #tear #ache #salonpasspray

what's the next activity? :)

Labels: #niner, distraction, Eat, F language aint vulgar, Fun, melting, My bag was effing huge.

Monday, November 8, 2010 @ 11:02 PM

Lakeparks.

With Afiqah and Syahindah, we went to the lakepark at jurong west. And I just got to know there was one. -.- Hanged there for quite some time and almost dehydrated. Went to another lakepark (one that I know of) at taman jurong. We had so much fun and couldn't stop laughing even when that guy in white with the skateboard stares. Was at the toilet when maghrib and there was this man, cycling and asking us some random questions. Yea, we freaked. This was creepier than the bangla that followed us at the previous park. Hahaha, and Aisyah panicked when that gang of people pass purposely at macs. Lee and Zan chill chill only. Suz was still in cloud nine and "Ridzuan" stands there like so effing long. Kevin and Raymond came to join their friends and we saw Khairi at interchange. Whoa, not bad for a day.

On the flipside, my tongue bleed when I bit it unknowingly at macs, my phone's screen protector is torn off, the bandage came off and bla and bla and bla. They sent me till my doorstep and we passed ben. nyahahahahah. That toy machine of alphabets, Thanks ah -.-

Happy Birthday Casey, Phyllis, Nicole, Darius! :D Casey and I chatted otp till 2 am plus.

Labels: F language aint vulgar, Fun

Friday, November 5, 2010 @ 5:17 PM

Ntuc minah

When your friend has fever what would you do to help?

First, you fetched her from her block and go to jurong point together, buy her the most required medicine, ofcorse reasonable price. Go to fairprice and buy milo and yummy biscuits for her to enjoy- sugar free. Make her laugh to forget about the pain. Oh, bring tissue obviously. Treat her at banquet as its homely. Have the most uproarious time and let her take her time. Make her soup too.
~Someone asked to go to the movies but we rejected and mentioned we were sick. Anyways, we were already at jurong point and still refused :P Syahindah tittered behind. After eating, bumped to Nafiis and Rifaie of all people in the world. How are we gonna explain ourselves?
I wore shorts and my hair was a messed up bun and the most comfortable cute slippers. I was carrying all the things the bought from Ntuc. Imagine that. It made her day and mine.

How extreme would you go for a friend? Text her get well? Try harder. ☺

Labels: F language aint vulgar, missing posts

Wednesday, September 8, 2010 @ 9:08 PM

▲▲▲▲▲

i shall pull myself back from smirking whenever I witnessed you doodling around with your pals. Yes Jonah, went to school on a holiday, torture. Obviously ensconced in my lovely bed right after a day at school. It's no use tying to cover our mouths, we laughed hard indeed. Let me introduce you to Ass, who tried to flirt two fishes at the same time. He was dissed finally and I presumed people like him were created to make girls stronger. Booyah! Promised myself to read malay books and watch the news. Ill go back on that promise, later. This is depressing, i would certainly want to buck up with my second language which is not F-language. but nobody wants to talk to me in proper malay. Im on my own, and what I think is nonsencensically identical to Justin bieber, Jonah (with no surname)

Labels: F language aint vulgar

Saturday, January 23, 2016 @ 1:11 AM Change in environment I am currently at the stage where my friends are enlisting, sharing their NS lives, graduating JCs and moving on with life. But I realised there is a change in environment which somehow changed the way of how I looked at things. Or is it? 1) Smoking; it is so very common to see peers going on a smoke break, carrying packs openly. I remember the time where almost the whole world would judge you if you get caught with a pack of cigarettes. It's like an underage- extremist crime. Now, it has become a norm and just smoke la smoke your minutes away 2) Dudes with long hair; it's not a trend but it's also not a one in a million style. From my ears experience, there isn't much comment about dudes who can tie a ponytail. Unless, they have a girlfriend and he wants to meet the parents and that's where the problem arises. 3) Aggressive sports; doesn't look so aggressive to me. Maybe in lower secondary I would be so fascinated by seniors who go for kayaking expeditions, high elements dispatchers and anything with fast wheels. Upon graduation, I've took up three sports (or atleast tried)- rock climbing, inline skating and kayaking. Not as scary looking down a 25 meter wall, hanging on one rope and relying on your unreliable friend to belay you properly. 4) Gym; in secondary school, there's always that 2% of the population that works out and actually have noticeable muscles. From "WAHHHH you gym ahh?" to "ehh where you gym, go together?". I had no clue that it was okay to go alone. It was also okay to not know hhow to use every single equipment because there are too many damn. And, activesg and school gym means my money remains in my wallet. Thank you, thank you. 5) Tattoos; so meaningful. Couple of friends with tattoos and while some of it are meaningful and inspiring, others get it for their 18th birthday present from their mom wow, and some who has a tatt of their face. 6) Clubbing; people go clubbing on Wednesdays too; which I had no idea about because what the hell don't you have an 8am class the next day? As I try to study peacefully, there'll be a group talking about going to which club, or gossips about his xiao clubber girl, and debates on guys intentions of going . In class, out of class; out of 10 people, 7 has at least gone once. ps; convenient if your school allows you to wear whatever you want and you can just survive the day in the outfit and dont have to bring an extra set to change. 7) Coloured hair; it is not a sin my friend. In sec 2 I told my friend I wanted to dye my hair dark brown and he was in shock and I was confused of his reaction. Now, you have bright pink, blonde, grey, blue, seaweed+white, ombrey, bright red, every colour you can think of. And its everywhere but this time, gossips dont revolve around unique hairs anymore. Heh. 8) Nightlife; does not necessarily revolve around alcohol. We may have a stroll in different parks, inline skate, pizza party over and over, playing games at the playground (I'm not kidding), lame ol card games, blanket party, there is more to alcohol and hangovers. Going home at 12am is okay, you dont have to fear getting kidnapped because cameras are everywhere. They see us all. 9) Vulgar; all the damn time. I can't remember a day where my ears did not experience any foul language. "Ehhh fuck, wheres my phone" "Nabei, I miss my bus" "Cheebye, so long never see". I used to get scolded for saying "babi"; it means pig in malay. Really? I got scolded for that from my parents and teachers, really????? i once accidentally said it infront of a sec 1 and their faces were priceless- it was like I just stabbed someone and walked away. 10) Limited clothing; and I mean bottom boob, side boob, cleavage. Basically all the boob without the nipple. It's the nipple that people are afraid of. Butts I have seen oh so often due to the trend of very short shorts revealing a little of butt. It's okay, no one really be like "omg this is so new". I thought about these because my perception when I was 13 or more like the perception that people around me had or wanted me to have is way different from now. It is not as crazy and gangsterous to have 5 piercings on one year and other stereotypes. Why has my views changed? Is it because I see/ hear/experience it everyday that it has become acceptable? Is it true that if someone is put in an entirely different environment, they would adapt to it and think that the whole world is like that? Labels: A dude asked me "What will you do if aliens invade Earth?", adventure, exercise, F language aint vulgar, new year, thrilling back to top?
Monday, December 29, 2014 @ 11:15 PM tank with the chiggas, angmoh, pinoy This is my first dinner on 25th of December out with a bunch of friends and it was an enjoyable night indeed. I tried to capture everything before 2am in this video but I was caught up either with the cup/ball games, the snapchat war, video games, twister, continuous eating from 6pm to 6am. There were so much food that even when our tanks were full, consumption did not stop. Although Christmas commonly comes together with pork or turkey, everything was double confirmed halal with the specific stamp (except for one thing which I didn't touch). And I am the only Muslim but they still invited me awww. Gifts exchange was nice too, it has been awhile. Things I learnt? Climbing improves your flexibility thus you will perform better and sustain longer on the mat than before climbing. The team climbers attained the top 3 positions HURAYYY! Having stronger arms does not mean you are faster in handling cups. However, having stronger arms means you can pick friends up when they fall too right? HAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHA OK GOODBYE. Labels: #69, A dude asked me "What will you do if aliens invade Earth?", distraction, Eat, Everyone was so enthu, F language aint vulgar, Happy shopping, IWMHBAF, Makan, My bag was effing huge. back to top?
Friday, November 21, 2014 @ 1:12 AM Regret And now I am weak again. What happens when a first aider is injured? Where's my first aider? We should really practice a "cool down" session because we always ALWAYS forget to stretch because we would be too eager to bathe and eat. This is unhealthy and despite the many aches and tears, I have not learnt to be disciplined. It hurts it hurts. How do I apply the kinesio tape on my shoulder? AIYAHHHH UBIN NEXT WEEK FASTERRRRRRRR DONT DO THIS TO ME. #30daynocursingchallenge isn't doing so well. #semula #ihavehorribleunmotivatingfriends And this is why: -They throw rocks at me when Im climbing -They wouldn't let me down from the rope -They use me as an experiment as slam-dunked me -They throw rocks at me while Im being lowered -"Suzana say byebye to your challenge" #orcheh #swell #tear #ache #salonpasspray what's the next activity? :) Labels: #niner, distraction, Eat, F language aint vulgar, Fun, melting, My bag was effing huge. back to top?
Monday, November 8, 2010 @ 11:02 PM Lakeparks. With Afiqah and Syahindah, we went to the lakepark at jurong west. And I just got to know there was one. -.- Hanged there for quite some time and almost dehydrated. Went to another lakepark (one that I know of) at taman jurong. We had so much fun and couldn't stop laughing even when that guy in white with the skateboard stares. Was at the toilet when maghrib and there was this man, cycling and asking us some random questions. Yea, we freaked. This was creepier than the bangla that followed us at the previous park. Hahaha, and Aisyah panicked when that gang of people pass purposely at macs. Lee and Zan chill chill only. Suz was still in cloud nine and "Ridzuan" stands there like so effing long. Kevin and Raymond came to join their friends and we saw Khairi at interchange. Whoa, not bad for a day. On the flipside, my tongue bleed when I bit it unknowingly at macs, my phone's screen protector is torn off, the bandage came off and bla and bla and bla. They sent me till my doorstep and we passed ben. nyahahahahah. That toy machine of alphabets, Thanks ah -.- Happy Birthday Casey, Phyllis, Nicole, Darius! :D Casey and I chatted otp till 2 am plus. Labels: F language aint vulgar, Fun back to top?
Friday, November 5, 2010 @ 5:17 PM Ntuc minah When your friend has fever what would you do to help? First, you fetched her from her block and go to jurong point together, buy her the most required medicine, ofcorse reasonable price. Go to fairprice and buy milo and yummy biscuits for her to enjoy- sugar free. Make her laugh to forget about the pain. Oh, bring tissue obviously. Treat her at banquet as its homely. Have the most uproarious time and let her take her time. Make her soup too. ~Someone asked to go to the movies but we rejected and mentioned we were sick. Anyways, we were already at jurong point and still refused :P Syahindah tittered behind. After eating, bumped to Nafiis and Rifaie of all people in the world. How are we gonna explain ourselves? I wore shorts and my hair was a messed up bun and the most comfortable cute slippers. I was carrying all the things the bought from Ntuc. Imagine that. It made her day and mine. How extreme would you go for a friend? Text her get well? Try harder. ☺ Labels: F language aint vulgar, missing posts back to top?
Wednesday, September 8, 2010 @ 9:08 PM ▲▲▲▲▲ i shall pull myself back from smirking whenever I witnessed you doodling around with your pals. Yes Jonah, went to school on a holiday, torture. Obviously ensconced in my lovely bed right after a day at school. It's no use tying to cover our mouths, we laughed hard indeed. Let me introduce you to Ass, who tried to flirt two fishes at the same time. He was dissed finally and I presumed people like him were created to make girls stronger. Booyah! Promised myself to read malay books and watch the news. Ill go back on that promise, later. This is depressing, i would certainly want to buck up with my second language which is not F-language. but nobody wants to talk to me in proper malay. Im on my own, and what I think is nonsencensically identical to Justin bieber, Jonah (with no surname) Labels: F language aint vulgar back to top?