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Saturday, January 23, 2016 @ 1:11 AM

Change in environment

I am currently at the stage where my friends are enlisting, sharing their NS lives, graduating JCs and moving on with life. But I realised there is a change in environment which somehow changed the way of how I looked at things. Or is it?

1) Smoking; it is so very common to see peers going on a smoke break, carrying packs openly. I remember the time where almost the whole world would judge you if you get caught with a pack of cigarettes. It's like an underage- extremist crime. Now, it has become a norm and just smoke la smoke your minutes away

2) Dudes with long hair; it's not a trend but it's also not a one in a million style. From my ears experience, there isn't much comment about dudes who can tie a ponytail. Unless, they have a girlfriend and he wants to meet the parents and that's where the problem arises.

3) Aggressive sports; doesn't look so aggressive to me. Maybe in lower secondary I would be so fascinated by seniors who go for kayaking expeditions, high elements dispatchers and anything with fast wheels. Upon graduation, I've took up three sports (or atleast tried)- rock climbing, inline skating and kayaking. Not as scary looking down a 25 meter wall, hanging on one rope and relying on your unreliable friend to belay you properly.

4) Gym; in secondary school, there's always that 2% of the population that works out and actually have noticeable muscles. From "WAHHHH you gym ahh?" to "ehh where you gym, go together?". I had no clue that it was okay to go alone. It was also okay to not know hhow to use every single equipment because there are too many damn. And, activesg and school gym means my money remains in my wallet. Thank you, thank you.

5) Tattoos; so meaningful. Couple of friends with tattoos and while some of it are meaningful and inspiring, others get it for their 18th birthday present from their mom wow, and some who has a tatt of their face.

6) Clubbing; people go clubbing on Wednesdays too; which I had no idea about because what the hell don't you have an 8am class the next day? As I try to study peacefully, there'll be a group talking about going to which club, or gossips about his xiao clubber girl, and debates on guys intentions of going . In class, out of class; out of 10 people, 7 has at least gone once. ps; convenient if your school allows you to wear whatever you want and you can just survive the day in the outfit and dont have to bring an extra set to change.

7) Coloured hair; it is not a sin my friend. In sec 2 I told my friend I wanted to dye my hair dark brown and he was in shock and I was confused of his reaction. Now, you have bright pink, blonde, grey, blue, seaweed+white, ombrey, bright red, every colour you can think of. And its everywhere but this time, gossips dont revolve around unique hairs anymore. Heh.

8) Nightlife; does not necessarily revolve around alcohol. We may have a stroll in different parks, inline skate, pizza party over and over, playing games at the playground (I'm not kidding), lame ol card games, blanket party, there is more to alcohol and hangovers. Going home at 12am is okay, you dont have to fear getting kidnapped because cameras are everywhere. They see us all.

9) Vulgar; all the damn time. I can't remember a day where my ears did not experience any foul language. "Ehhh fuck, wheres my phone" "Nabei, I miss my bus" "Cheebye, so long never see". I used to get scolded for saying "babi"; it means pig in malay. Really? I got scolded for that from my parents and teachers, really????? i once accidentally said it infront of a sec 1 and their faces were priceless- it was like I just stabbed someone and walked away.

10) Limited clothing; and I mean bottom boob, side boob, cleavage. Basically all the boob without the nipple. It's the nipple that people are afraid of. Butts I have seen oh so often due to the trend of very short shorts revealing a little of butt. It's okay, no one really be like "omg this is so new".

I thought about these because my perception when I was 13 or more like the perception that people around me had or wanted me to have is way different from now. It is not as crazy and gangsterous to have 5 piercings on one year and other stereotypes. Why has my views changed? Is it because I see/ hear/experience it everyday that it has become acceptable? Is it true that if someone is put in an entirely different environment, they would adapt to it and think that the whole world is like that?

Labels: A dude asked me "What will you do if aliens invade Earth?", adventure, exercise, F language aint vulgar, new year, thrilling

Monday, August 17, 2015 @ 3:57 AM

License

It's finally here. I'm still alive on the year I turn to that age where I have bee

n waiting for my entire teenage life. Not to go club, buy a cigarette nor to just taste adulthood, I am finally allowed to take up drivers license in 2015 YAY!!!!!! However, I am a Virgo so that means everyone else gets to go through it first and it drives me crazily excited to get my hands on the wheel.

But the true suzana wants to be in control of a ship like how she was with a kayak and a jetski equally as much as the strong friction on the hard ground.

On the flipside, I get to listen on my friend's positive and not so positive experiences which both comes with automatic tips and learning points.

Ps; latest YouTube struggle: WONG FU WEEKENDS. It's the end of the week, a wong fu week, it's a wong fu weekenddddddd!

Labels: A dude asked me "What will you do if aliens invade Earth?", be patient., Fun, It's not the first time i heard that question., Life is a test

Monday, December 29, 2014 @ 11:15 PM

tank with the chiggas, angmoh, pinoy

This is my first dinner on 25th of December out with a bunch of friends and it was an enjoyable night indeed. I tried to capture everything before 2am in this video but I was caught up either with the cup/ball games, the snapchat war, video games, twister, continuous eating from 6pm to 6am. There were so much food that even when our tanks were full, consumption did not stop.

Although Christmas commonly comes together with pork or turkey, everything was double confirmed halal with the specific stamp (except for one thing which I didn't touch). And I am the only Muslim but they still invited me awww. Gifts exchange was nice too, it has been awhile.

Things I learnt?
Climbing improves your flexibility thus you will perform better and sustain longer on the mat than before climbing. The team climbers attained the top 3 positions HURAYYY! Having stronger arms does not mean you are faster in handling cups. However, having stronger arms means you can pick friends up when they fall too right? HAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHA OK GOODBYE.

Labels: #69, A dude asked me "What will you do if aliens invade Earth?", distraction, Eat, Everyone was so enthu, F language aint vulgar, Happy shopping, IWMHBAF, Makan, My bag was effing huge.

Sunday, November 2, 2014 @ 2:03 PM

Can you knot?

Just 7 days ago, I was with lines and knots so I planned to spend the next Saturday exploring more of it. I'm not usually a crape-hanger but my phone got into an accident and I had to take it in for awhile hahaha. Amongst the people I mix with, Im often the anomaly. Somehow, it was destined to be as such.

So this Saturday, Aisyah plus Syahindah joined me in the mini adventure of rope-tying and this is a snippet of what we did.

ps; we wondered what were we doing on the earlier parts of our secondary school journey. So we reminisced the memories that I have mostly forgotten. Besides, I didn't "bloom" as they said I would. False hope man, fat hopes.

Labels: A dude asked me "What will you do if aliens invade Earth?", camp, distraction, Eat, interesting, Whatisfashion

Sunday, June 20, 2010 @ 8:07 PM

Ami is back!

Friday, watched silent hill at home while they(people who never ajak me :P) were partying. Syah and I was msging through the whole movie. I even shouted, plus through sms. hahah. Its a movie you must watch!
Skipped saturdays tuition (both!) as we(mum side) had to fetch Ami at the Changi Airport. Yay!! Because no tuition and I havent finished doing homework. But still booo to tonights homework doing. lol. Instead, I went to cuzzies place and makan makan. Ate at Popeyes 3 hours before lunch and am still full la. Ami is back! Awwww, we missed him. The first thing he did was smoking =.= like so sempat ehy. Farhan was most excited as Ami promised to buy everyone baju panjang at Umrah. WELL, thankyou Ami..! He bought beautiful ones and alot, considered.

Sunday was like "aloha Clarabelle, Praveen, Michelle, Shu Fang" Praveen act forget me sia. What the hell :O

Labels: A dude asked me "What will you do if aliens invade Earth?"

Saturday, January 23, 2016 @ 1:11 AM Change in environment I am currently at the stage where my friends are enlisting, sharing their NS lives, graduating JCs and moving on with life. But I realised there is a change in environment which somehow changed the way of how I looked at things. Or is it? 1) Smoking; it is so very common to see peers going on a smoke break, carrying packs openly. I remember the time where almost the whole world would judge you if you get caught with a pack of cigarettes. It's like an underage- extremist crime. Now, it has become a norm and just smoke la smoke your minutes away 2) Dudes with long hair; it's not a trend but it's also not a one in a million style. From my ears experience, there isn't much comment about dudes who can tie a ponytail. Unless, they have a girlfriend and he wants to meet the parents and that's where the problem arises. 3) Aggressive sports; doesn't look so aggressive to me. Maybe in lower secondary I would be so fascinated by seniors who go for kayaking expeditions, high elements dispatchers and anything with fast wheels. Upon graduation, I've took up three sports (or atleast tried)- rock climbing, inline skating and kayaking. Not as scary looking down a 25 meter wall, hanging on one rope and relying on your unreliable friend to belay you properly. 4) Gym; in secondary school, there's always that 2% of the population that works out and actually have noticeable muscles. From "WAHHHH you gym ahh?" to "ehh where you gym, go together?". I had no clue that it was okay to go alone. It was also okay to not know hhow to use every single equipment because there are too many damn. And, activesg and school gym means my money remains in my wallet. Thank you, thank you. 5) Tattoos; so meaningful. Couple of friends with tattoos and while some of it are meaningful and inspiring, others get it for their 18th birthday present from their mom wow, and some who has a tatt of their face. 6) Clubbing; people go clubbing on Wednesdays too; which I had no idea about because what the hell don't you have an 8am class the next day? As I try to study peacefully, there'll be a group talking about going to which club, or gossips about his xiao clubber girl, and debates on guys intentions of going . In class, out of class; out of 10 people, 7 has at least gone once. ps; convenient if your school allows you to wear whatever you want and you can just survive the day in the outfit and dont have to bring an extra set to change. 7) Coloured hair; it is not a sin my friend. In sec 2 I told my friend I wanted to dye my hair dark brown and he was in shock and I was confused of his reaction. Now, you have bright pink, blonde, grey, blue, seaweed+white, ombrey, bright red, every colour you can think of. And its everywhere but this time, gossips dont revolve around unique hairs anymore. Heh. 8) Nightlife; does not necessarily revolve around alcohol. We may have a stroll in different parks, inline skate, pizza party over and over, playing games at the playground (I'm not kidding), lame ol card games, blanket party, there is more to alcohol and hangovers. Going home at 12am is okay, you dont have to fear getting kidnapped because cameras are everywhere. They see us all. 9) Vulgar; all the damn time. I can't remember a day where my ears did not experience any foul language. "Ehhh fuck, wheres my phone" "Nabei, I miss my bus" "Cheebye, so long never see". I used to get scolded for saying "babi"; it means pig in malay. Really? I got scolded for that from my parents and teachers, really????? i once accidentally said it infront of a sec 1 and their faces were priceless- it was like I just stabbed someone and walked away. 10) Limited clothing; and I mean bottom boob, side boob, cleavage. Basically all the boob without the nipple. It's the nipple that people are afraid of. Butts I have seen oh so often due to the trend of very short shorts revealing a little of butt. It's okay, no one really be like "omg this is so new". I thought about these because my perception when I was 13 or more like the perception that people around me had or wanted me to have is way different from now. It is not as crazy and gangsterous to have 5 piercings on one year and other stereotypes. Why has my views changed? Is it because I see/ hear/experience it everyday that it has become acceptable? Is it true that if someone is put in an entirely different environment, they would adapt to it and think that the whole world is like that? Labels: A dude asked me "What will you do if aliens invade Earth?", adventure, exercise, F language aint vulgar, new year, thrilling back to top?
Monday, August 17, 2015 @ 3:57 AM License It's finally here. I'm still alive on the year I turn to that age where I have bee n waiting for my entire teenage life. Not to go club, buy a cigarette nor to just taste adulthood, I am finally allowed to take up drivers license in 2015 YAY!!!!!! However, I am a Virgo so that means everyone else gets to go through it first and it drives me crazily excited to get my hands on the wheel. But the true suzana wants to be in control of a ship like how she was with a kayak and a jetski equally as much as the strong friction on the hard ground. On the flipside, I get to listen on my friend's positive and not so positive experiences which both comes with automatic tips and learning points. Ps; latest YouTube struggle: WONG FU WEEKENDS. It's the end of the week, a wong fu week, it's a wong fu weekenddddddd! Labels: A dude asked me "What will you do if aliens invade Earth?", be patient., Fun, It's not the first time i heard that question., Life is a test back to top?
Monday, December 29, 2014 @ 11:15 PM tank with the chiggas, angmoh, pinoy This is my first dinner on 25th of December out with a bunch of friends and it was an enjoyable night indeed. I tried to capture everything before 2am in this video but I was caught up either with the cup/ball games, the snapchat war, video games, twister, continuous eating from 6pm to 6am. There were so much food that even when our tanks were full, consumption did not stop. Although Christmas commonly comes together with pork or turkey, everything was double confirmed halal with the specific stamp (except for one thing which I didn't touch). And I am the only Muslim but they still invited me awww. Gifts exchange was nice too, it has been awhile. Things I learnt? Climbing improves your flexibility thus you will perform better and sustain longer on the mat than before climbing. The team climbers attained the top 3 positions HURAYYY! Having stronger arms does not mean you are faster in handling cups. However, having stronger arms means you can pick friends up when they fall too right? HAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHA OK GOODBYE. Labels: #69, A dude asked me "What will you do if aliens invade Earth?", distraction, Eat, Everyone was so enthu, F language aint vulgar, Happy shopping, IWMHBAF, Makan, My bag was effing huge. back to top?
Sunday, November 2, 2014 @ 2:03 PM Can you knot? Just 7 days ago, I was with lines and knots so I planned to spend the next Saturday exploring more of it. I'm not usually a crape-hanger but my phone got into an accident and I had to take it in for awhile hahaha. Amongst the people I mix with, Im often the anomaly. Somehow, it was destined to be as such. So this Saturday, Aisyah plus Syahindah joined me in the mini adventure of rope-tying and this is a snippet of what we did. ps; we wondered what were we doing on the earlier parts of our secondary school journey. So we reminisced the memories that I have mostly forgotten. Besides, I didn't "bloom" as they said I would. False hope man, fat hopes. Labels: A dude asked me "What will you do if aliens invade Earth?", camp, distraction, Eat, interesting, Whatisfashion back to top?
Sunday, June 20, 2010 @ 8:07 PM Ami is back! Friday, watched silent hill at home while they(people who never ajak me :P) were partying. Syah and I was msging through the whole movie. I even shouted, plus through sms. hahah. Its a movie you must watch! Skipped saturdays tuition (both!) as we(mum side) had to fetch Ami at the Changi Airport. Yay!! Because no tuition and I havent finished doing homework. But still booo to tonights homework doing. lol. Instead, I went to cuzzies place and makan makan. Ate at Popeyes 3 hours before lunch and am still full la. Ami is back! Awwww, we missed him. The first thing he did was smoking =.= like so sempat ehy. Farhan was most excited as Ami promised to buy everyone baju panjang at Umrah. WELL, thankyou Ami..! He bought beautiful ones and alot, considered. Sunday was like "aloha Clarabelle, Praveen, Michelle, Shu Fang" Praveen act forget me sia. What the hell :O Labels: A dude asked me "What will you do if aliens invade Earth?" back to top?