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Hi there little boys and girls, today we are gonna learn how to poison squirrels. But first, I’d like you to meet my friend Suzana ; Stranger
Friday, December 23, 2016 @ 2:38 PM
Trust Ipoh

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1) Trust to take care of one another
Because we all have weaknesses, it is critical for everyone to look out for everyone. Pairing/ forced partnering wasn't necessary because it was natural to assist as a group. When people are initiative, there's no need for delegation. Some planned the activities, timetable, packing list, emergency contact, some drove, navigated, learnt how to use the aux cable, played music, some sacrificed portable chargers, some bought data for everyone to share, some paid for petrol and tolls, some brought games, some took videos and pictures, some carried the groceries for everyone, some were timekeepers, some took care of safety.

2) Trust for respect
About 4 years ago, I swore that I would never bathe if the bathroom door's broken. I broke that swore in this trip. It was comfortable because of the respect that we have for the preferences of one another such as sleeping time, food, fear, inability to gamble (HAHA), gambling without money (HAHAHA). 

3) Trust to be punctual
Not sure if it's because we are all from Uniform groups where time is highly valued. The right balance between leisure and quick movement was met and it is the first time on a trip where we had situations under control very well.

No matter what activity we did, from the paid adventures like caving, water rafting, museum, laser tag to unpaid adventures like trips on the road, navigation, food hunt, grocery shopping, cards, long bus rides, pit stops, chilling in hotel rooms, they were all good. 

When there's no judgement and all acceptance, its cool. 

Spending/ person:
2 way coach                                  $53.50
White water rafting + Caving       $70
Hotel (3D 2N)                              $35
Trick Eye Museum Msia              $4
Taxi                                               $2
Car Rental                                     $20
Petrol + Toll + Parking                 $5
Food  (8 meals)                             $40 
Snacks                                           $15
Shopping                                       $19
Happiness                                      Free
Total                                              $263

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Friday, October 16, 2015 @ 12:17 AM
No pause
I used to hear it differently
Change equals to sin

But change is so inevitable

Change equals to taking a step forward
It means you leave your previous habits and beliefs behind
It can be as tiny as being more organised
Or having a different priority

This term break was 90% filled with a mandatory school commitment
Or I will fail it completely

Other than that
I no longer study or fill my days with teaching
(Maybe once or twice heh)
I chose to put more importance on friends
All these years,
CCAs, extra activities, camps, workshops, work 24/7
I don't dislike keeping myself busy with productive activities
I just wondered about all the parties, outings, meet ups that I have missed out

Fever once every fortweek
Endless cough and runny nose 
Twitching eyes
Back aches
And a whole lot of yawning

I'm making up,
And I love it.

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Saturday, August 15, 2015 @ 11:40 AM
That butt tho

When you want to have adventures with two different groups and your finals is nearing, you gotta choose one. Unless..... You introduce them to one another and everyone makes a new friend and I can spend time with both groups. Brilliant or brilliant? I have to say I'm impressed that these two bold ladies pushed themselves on the boulder gym and the rock wall. Finally I shared my love to more friends yessss.



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Tuesday, July 7, 2015 @ 2:46 PM
And I just got to know
Where did my blog title "And I just got to know" originated from?

I was searching through my thoughts like a brain data with files of messed up labels. Just like in reality, I don't organize so well. Why did I like this line so much and where did it came from? I have been searching for the past 3 years and today, when I found out, it pulled my soul back to 2010.

Distracted by radioheatwave's music that could be heard through library glass, they played Crush by David Archiiiii. I was in love with this song where even if I made it my alarm clock, I would voluntarily let it play and still be happy. This song 'crush' was a huge part of my year where I believed that everyone around me including myself are starting to feel the attraction between the opposite genders. And Archuleta's lyrics made so much sense to me but I knew that these were just merely infatuation.

My soul feels a little bit more filled now. This blog is a huge part of my life, even the lamest labels and pictures. If this will bring you down memory lane, go play it.



ps; In NP library, blogging, ITS LIDDAT.

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Thursday, July 2, 2015 @ 1:33 AM
Day 1 with the bunnies

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Tuesday, March 3, 2015 @ 11:54 PM
Batu Cave Journey


Milestone of a limestone; my new version telling my stories other than in writing.

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Sunday, July 6, 2014 @ 12:45 AM
Then it dawned on me, I feel daunted by the prospect of living life with a false success
Should I buy urban skates or a climbing set? Should I save raya money or spend it on both? Should I (finally) touch work money and splurge? I enjoy the sweet adrenaline when I'm on the lofty rock wall. I didn't complete the 15m yesterday at kismis tower. Till we meet again. So many things going on that I did not even sign up for the kayak team which has two extremely physically challenging trainings per week. And there's an adventure camp coming up on September and I deeply want to go for it as well as Fire fighting course. I just hope they don't clash! please. please.

ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.

Btw, the video above was only a wall level 5B+. It was the first Lithan vs Suzana challenge also known as our warm up. This was in early March this year.

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Sunday, February 16, 2014 @ 10:36 PM
Where have I been? #1:Bangkok
I’ve been doing what I love with the ones I love. Shazlina and I finally rewarded ourselves after a month of cramming things such as C6H12O6 or about the author of Mein Kampf. It was exhausting yet we kept pushing although we goofed off alot. Flew to the City of Angels during the “unsuitable” time, but hey, guess who still has 10 fingers and still blogging? I love it, adapting to a new environment for a few days and trying to blend in.

Honestly, I wasnt prepared. Together with the friendliest taxi drivers who learned english, japanese, arab, malay and chinese from his everchanging 10 minutes teachers, Shaz and I picked up some basic words because we are ba and tingtong. The best times was when I imagined myself being Nak from the movie ‘Peemak’ when we transported to the floating market.



Successfully completed all the transport.
Air- Plane and MRT: Checked
Land- Bus, Tuktuk and Taxi: Checked
Sea- Peemak’s: Checked

Something new?
Passing items between your legs promotes good luck
Being extremely sweet helps with bargaining
Graffiti everywhere
Hotels offer free wifi
If you wave at strangers they will return the wave
The streets are always alive

The chip on my hand is my entrance for Bangkok’s MRT aka ‘Ezlink card’.



SAWADEEKA, MASUK DI PINTU, KELUAR DI TINGKAP.

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Sunday, April 21, 2013 @ 11:21 PM
Double down Burger @ KFC
Close to zinger, but definitely the largest burger i’ve eaten. Infact, I don’t think this is legal to be a burger! Don’t burgers have buns on the outer layers? Yes, this is the ultimate Double Down. This was introduced to me by a few friends. Some even doubted that I can finish it. Taking it as a challenge, Shazlina and I headed to KFC on a Sunday. Truthfully, I hesitated while queueing, afraid that half of it would go to waste. 

You see how Shaz can fit it into her mouth while i’ve outstretched mine?! 
Oh we damn right completed all of it (inclusive of drinking) in nineteen minutes. It’s not as easy to bite multiple levels of oily ingredients- 2 chicken, 2 turkey bacon, hashbrown, cheese. Plus, we ordered fries too. Do you understand how much this accomplishment meant to us? She told me that we should not force ourselves when we burped, and two times means we’ve over eaten. HAHAAHA YA RIGHT. I feel beyond satisfied even up till now. 

Think you can handle it? Next up is Macdonald’s double black pepper flamer. This coming Sunday is waiting patiently for us. Anyway, what’s with the doubles? Half is cuter :)

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Thursday, April 18, 2013 @ 4:53 PM
NCDCC Day 2013 (12 April 2013)
Officially, this marks the last NCDCC DAY PARADE for me. It’s an honor to be in the Guard Of Honor (GOH Gold Unit) Contigent, once again. It was only possible 


I’ve to a confession to make, I didn’t clip my collar. It’s was an obstacle! Jun Zhi and I were stretching our eyeballs out for Isa to have a trio-ASM photo for the last time. When with them, I instantly reflect on how unmotivated I am to do other things in life. Hahah as we live like an hour ride away (It’s considered far in Singapore), we don’t bother to meet up. 

Hiroshiiiiii. This encik is a year faster than me as his school just started NCDCC and they used all the potential leaders. Yes, by observing just like that, I predict that his school would be lucky to have him. I didn’t get to snap with the rest like Alwany, Aaron. 


OK so before you judge me, there are a majority of boys in NCDCC and all the girls that I know of are not here. But this one I have to say, is gayyyyy. He’s a thousand times hyper and energetic than me. If you find me talkative, oh you won’t survive with him. Ladies, if you’re looking for constant entertainment, here you go. HAHHA DAMN he was much smaller two years ago. I can’t seem to get hold of the photos we took but finally I’ve got one. balabalabalabala *does the finger shake thing*

Oh my ear-piercing lovelies. Not all was in as everyone was scattered, running against time. 

The number ones featuring my ex ma’am. It’s weird how I still call her that when she no longer is the overall in charge. Beside me is my CLT Casey who was my senior in my lower sec days. Hmm, she’s back because she loves us, right? Anyway, it sucks every toilet break time/ changing time as Im like an awkward turtle.


Believe it or not, this is the Sir who trained me in my Senior-Non-Commisioner-Course (SNCO). He is shorter than me. It is a big deal even until now because he tries to bully everyone but he has to look up (literally) to them. Ahhh, I miss NEKRA.


This is my only photo with Zhi yao! He is secretly noisy but not chatty. Im not sure how to put it, but he is my savior for a lot of times I’m alone. hahhahah ok thanks ah suzy. He’s the only non-aqua in the group of aquas. 



The best people who were carrying my stuff around, especially Selly. So they “choaped” the toilet and laid out my number 4 uniform. From head gear change to garters. They are the most patient. Don’t get me wrong, I didn’t force them to do it. After marching out, we were only given 5 minutes to change for our Precision Drill Squad performance which had a really unexpected positive feedback from other school’s cadets’ tweets.

 Jurong west cadets who attended (except for Darren and Kenneth) It was honestly torturous to get everyone together as we had our different contingents to attend to. So this was the closest.

My inspiring seniors who I looked up to since my first year. I address them as ma’ams now. Im surrounded by lovely people. 


Birthday song before marching out of HQ.


Our VP had to make a huge round as Jurong West received both the awards! Sustained and UOPA Gold. *sigh of relief!* We’ve been constantly reminded for a whole year on how all 5 UGs have been consistent in getting Gold. Honestly, I think that we panicked too much.
Some came to support us, and we sort of neglected them. But yes, Im sure they enjoyed the PDS performance.



look at the standardized hentak kaki *very proud of all of them*


Ok from here, Im gonna try to control myself from blogging on NCDCC. 

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Sunday, April 14, 2013 @ 11:20 PM
If you missed it



If you’re impatient, I advice you start from 0.55s. So anyway, can you spot me? HAHA IM HERE.


After 3 days of slow marching, I finally feel the burn. It’s not as easy as you predict. 

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Tuesday, March 26, 2013 @ 10:27 PM
CHOCOLATEZ

The 8 of are counting the days to our Passing Out Parade. We’re not enthusiastic at all to pass out but this break from trainings is gonna a boon for us. Have a break, have a kitkat. By the way, if you desire some heavenly candy, I’d advise this one as it’s pretty and tastes equally great! YUMS. Mum got me a bunch of energy bars so I’d be able to withstand those dead knackering nights.

ps; I’m curious how Malaysians find me on the Internet. If you are one, can tell me at the tag box down below? (Bolehkah anda beritahuku bagaimana anda hadir di lelaman blog ini? Saya mahu tahu sahaja)

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Thursday, February 21, 2013 @ 12:02 AM
February babies






May all their positive wishes come true.

I might not be a photogenic person but please just bear with my sour face. Other than the birthday cake,  we partied with chips and Ms Wang bought for us my current favorite chocolate. I don’t know what its called but its like fireworks exploding in your mouth. Ate four meals today because I need to grow taller. Possible?





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Saturday, February 2, 2013 @ 2:23 AM
Kayaking!
It was a course for sec 2s but there were extra space, so Zhi Yao and I filled in the extras.
This time, not all the trainers were foreign to me. It was okay when Zhi Yao and I went with Yassin and Shi Hao but with everyone else being sec twos? Awkward, but none realised other than Micheal. First thing once we were in the water was not paddle or learn any techniques, but to capsize. That amazing feeling when your biceps are bulging :) hahah. That also amazing feeling when you endure longer than the rest hehehe okay not as good or confident as ZY but it’s OKAY.

What I preferred about this badge was that they split us into smaller groups from the start (groups of 7) which gave us more attention towards a participant. Speed and break, J-draw, classic draw, jam break, capsize method, back paddle, 360 turn and self rescue. SELF RESCUE DAMMIT :D 

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Saturday, January 12, 2013 @ 10:42 PM
CCA Open House in JWSS
If you still haven’t figured out what your interests are, this might be the perfect event to go to!
Ok why am I so friendly and persuasive? Just had a pop speech diagnostic test the day before -.- And I have a felling that I got the wrong format.
Anyway, I feel that it was a success for every UG as all the performances have improved compared to last year’s. Got to go around the school this time with mascots (who were melting inside), instead of answering parents questions at the booth as usual. Mac at the park with sncos plus ncc. GRENADEEEEEE haha 

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Thursday, December 20, 2012 @ 12:31 PM
Ouward Bound Sabah 11-20 Dec 2012 #part2
Air Asia with Ma’am Siti and Sherryl (Shiffa’s friend). First thing at base camp was to eat. When I was grouped with 9 other boys and one CLT, it was awkward. On the bright side, Darren, Andy and Kinnard were one of them. The others, I eventually got to know them better.

Matthew- NCC ACSI, very gullible and innocent/ Fermi- NCDCC, loved looking at shooting stars during our night duty/ Naeem- NCDCC Admiralty sec, wants to improve his stamina/ Kinnard- NCC St Andrews, doesn’t mind being gay (kidding haha), have the same interests as me/ Hafiz- NCC mat jiwang who loves his family and got homesick, also can get seasick/ Zhao yu- NCC, friendly and laughs like a spoilt engine, gullible and feels that I’m the weirdest girl ever/ Ibrahim- NCC, slow in mind games, cannot lose, a lot of initiative, funny like siao, racist to himself.

First day was bonding with the group and we named ourselves ‘Kinnabalu’ which was switched to Bambarayon. It’s like Bamba + Crayon = Bambarayon.

 Back-to-basic camp craft
Durian/ Jackfruit expedition
 THIS IS SPARTAAA

The tent pitching was different. It consisted of a ground sheet, tent sheet, heavy ropes and we have to make our own tent pegs (unlike the metal ones provided usually). There was a lot of comparison with what I usually get and what we had at OBS. 



Firewood instead of solid fuel. 
Parang instead of penknives. 
River water/ Aqua tap pills instead of NEWater.
Flying cockroaches instead of normal ones.
Moonlight instead of torchlight. (reflection of sunlight actually)
Wild pigs instead of teepee.
Night cold wind instead of aircon.
Bloodsucking leeches instead of the cullers.
Rivers instead of puddle.
Bushes instead of toilets.
No trail instead of manmade trails.
Canned food instead of food rations.
Actual beautiful scenery instead of motivational posters.
Mountain instead of hill.

It’s an experience I’d recommend others to go through as well :)

ps; the rest of the 365 photos are on Facebook. 

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