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Monday, December 5, 2016 @ 1:05 AM

Sugar

My brain has agreed that as for now, the best feeling in the world to me is the purest and most innocent form of excitement.

The sudden heart race that lasts as long as the situation is exciting, but peaks at random times, especially when you least expected it. While my body remains still, it is dying to jump up and down. The crazy assumptions have driven me to insanity as I smile at inappropriate times, and it seems that I'm always defeated by this wild attack.

One way to reduce the sugar from my jumping soul is through writing; the words flow naturally and uncontrollably. The brain is a loser in discouraging at this moment in time. Sometimes, I just let the sugar rush run and enjoy this moment where fantasy meets reality.

Fantasy meets reality.

I wish to stop writing now, but the sugar level has not moved from the brim. This is retarded. I'm going to my bunnies. They understand.

Labels: Storytime, Stress, study

Saturday, August 15, 2015 @ 11:40 AM

That butt tho

When you want to have adventures with two different groups and your finals is nearing, you gotta choose one. Unless..... You introduce them to one another and everyone makes a new friend and I can spend time with both groups. Brilliant or brilliant? I have to say I'm impressed that these two bold ladies pushed themselves on the boulder gym and the rock wall. Finally I shared my love to more friends yessss.

Labels: exercise, melting, My hair is short again, Outdoor love, satisfied, Stress

Monday, June 1, 2015 @ 12:01 AM

We only have one body

The part where every excited soul is given only one body is driving me crazy. I separate these activities into different categories where I consider the following: Compulsory, Optional, Stress Relief, Education, Family, Friends, Self reward, Positive, Negative, Energy level.

For example, ODAC vs Promotional ceremony vs Unit annual camp. ODAC is physical training and they needed helpers but Im not in the main committee so I'm not obliged to help all the time eventhough they are my friends; promotional ceremony is stress free as there is no preparation or much things to do and to reward myself for going to school and enduring; unit annual camp is annual hah and definitely stressful, education of juniors and friends.

ODAC: compulsory, extremely high energy, stress relief.
PC: compulsory, low energy, stress relief, self reward.
UC: optional, extremely high energy, positive, education.

= life is a hard decision and at times you have to make decisions, and I took up the CLT course so I have to do my "job" and commit to what I signed up for.

Or you can run away by saying "I got no choice what", we all have choices.

Labels: be patient., camp, Life is a test, Mission accomplished, ncdcc, Outdoor love, Stress, You think you do but you have no idea.

Tuesday, December 9, 2014 @ 12:14 AM

Lists- 23 days to 2015

Making lists, its what Asians do. 23 things cause 23 days to 2015.

List of random/normal things about Suzana:

1) Skinny straight fries > Fat wiggly ones.

2) Thinks I can study just by reading powerpoint slides.

3) Snacks unconsciously. I have sweets, biscuits in bags that I use for over a week.

4) After effect: snack wrappers can stock in my bag for a week.

5) I have a problem of forgetting to drink after a meal.

6) I have lost my ezlink over 5 times. They just disappeared?

7) Waterproof phone waterproof earpiece waterproof camera waterproof bag so I can be cool under the rain.

8) The shoe rack at home is for display. No one actually arranges their shoes until a guest is coming.

9) Thus, don't ever ever ever come to my house without informing a week earlier. I need to clean it to portray myself as a civilized human.

10) I get really amused over magic tricks (and tell me how its done after that because I would think about it for a long time)

11) I like pop-out stickers. On cards, phones, letters, study desk.

12) When my battery is 1% I don't really have that sudden panic attack to charge it anymore. It dies so I let it die until I am near the power socket.

13) I don't have to energy to travel to places I love anymore.

14) I usually forget the storyline of a book once I moved on to the next two.

15) I keep spoiling my earpiece by pulling it or sleeping on it I don't really know how.

16) I have been napping for minimum of 3 hours accumulated in a day.

17) I find it extremely tiring to socialize with more than 3 people.

18) I enjoy writing and taking random candid pictures.

19) I am able to not plan my presentation yet speak confidently. (don't do it Suzana)

20) I do not enjoy participating in debates though.

21) My 2014 aim was to bake and cook. What kind of aim is that? lol.

22) I do jump-shots because when I look back at the photo, I am able to bring myself to that moment of adrenaline.

23) I have 8 blogs haha goodluck searching Ladies and Gentlemen.

ps; "studying"

Labels: distraction, Stress, study, You think you do but you have no idea.

Wednesday, August 20, 2014 @ 4:56 PM

Dss finals

So I just had my first official exam in Poly and if I could describe it in one word is stress. Stress during the paper, stress 15 minutes before the paper.

Well as usual, I would be kiasu and come an hour before the exam just incase anything happens. My classmates came 3 hours earlier and I slept while they revised. Honestly, I didn't feel a pinch of nervousness yesterday. To me, less than an hour was enough for excel functions.

As I arrived in school and classmates clearing last-minute doubts, what was on my mind was where's our exam classroom? Stress I had no clue even with the help of the school map. The shutter bus was off service so we climbed uphill. And went up the back side of the building because everyone blindly followed one another. And even scarier, we couldn't exit it. Stress We ran and searched for the lift (information from other classmates) and there were two. Trusting our instincts, we went up the second one and found it! After all the running and sweat, we were only allowed to enter 13 minutes later.

A lot of strange words on the paper. Stress. And halfway through, twice, my file hanged and I couldn't do anything about it. Stress. Called for help and nothing much could be done for 2 minutes. Ended 15 minutes early, what did I miss out? Stress. Rechecked my scenario manager and it suddenly doesn't work?! It worked JUST NOW. Then I deleted it and lost the Originalscenario and only had Scenariosolver. Stress. Changed and redid it. 2 minutes left. #error. Redid. #cannotcontainformula. Redid. 1 minute left. Stress. Times up.

Compared answers. Stress. For wrong formula, selected wrong cell, misunderstood =pmt function. Stress. Get ready for a B.

Labels: Stress

Monday, December 5, 2016 @ 1:05 AM Sugar My brain has agreed that as for now, the best feeling in the world to me is the purest and most innocent form of excitement. The sudden heart race that lasts as long as the situation is exciting, but peaks at random times, especially when you least expected it. While my body remains still, it is dying to jump up and down. The crazy assumptions have driven me to insanity as I smile at inappropriate times, and it seems that I'm always defeated by this wild attack. One way to reduce the sugar from my jumping soul is through writing; the words flow naturally and uncontrollably. The brain is a loser in discouraging at this moment in time. Sometimes, I just let the sugar rush run and enjoy this moment where fantasy meets reality. Fantasy meets reality. I wish to stop writing now, but the sugar level has not moved from the brim. This is retarded. I'm going to my bunnies. They understand. Labels: Storytime, Stress, study back to top?
Saturday, August 15, 2015 @ 11:40 AM That butt tho When you want to have adventures with two different groups and your finals is nearing, you gotta choose one. Unless..... You introduce them to one another and everyone makes a new friend and I can spend time with both groups. Brilliant or brilliant? I have to say I'm impressed that these two bold ladies pushed themselves on the boulder gym and the rock wall. Finally I shared my love to more friends yessss. Labels: exercise, melting, My hair is short again, Outdoor love, satisfied, Stress back to top?
Monday, June 1, 2015 @ 12:01 AM We only have one body The part where every excited soul is given only one body is driving me crazy. I separate these activities into different categories where I consider the following: Compulsory, Optional, Stress Relief, Education, Family, Friends, Self reward, Positive, Negative, Energy level. For example, ODAC vs Promotional ceremony vs Unit annual camp. ODAC is physical training and they needed helpers but Im not in the main committee so I'm not obliged to help all the time eventhough they are my friends; promotional ceremony is stress free as there is no preparation or much things to do and to reward myself for going to school and enduring; unit annual camp is annual hah and definitely stressful, education of juniors and friends. ODAC: compulsory, extremely high energy, stress relief. PC: compulsory, low energy, stress relief, self reward. UC: optional, extremely high energy, positive, education. = life is a hard decision and at times you have to make decisions, and I took up the CLT course so I have to do my "job" and commit to what I signed up for. Or you can run away by saying "I got no choice what", we all have choices. Labels: be patient., camp, Life is a test, Mission accomplished, ncdcc, Outdoor love, Stress, You think you do but you have no idea. back to top?
Tuesday, December 9, 2014 @ 12:14 AM Lists- 23 days to 2015 Making lists, its what Asians do. 23 things cause 23 days to 2015. List of random/normal things about Suzana: 1) Skinny straight fries > Fat wiggly ones. 2) Thinks I can study just by reading powerpoint slides. 3) Snacks unconsciously. I have sweets, biscuits in bags that I use for over a week. 4) After effect: snack wrappers can stock in my bag for a week. 5) I have a problem of forgetting to drink after a meal. 6) I have lost my ezlink over 5 times. They just disappeared? 7) Waterproof phone waterproof earpiece waterproof camera waterproof bag so I can be cool under the rain. 8) The shoe rack at home is for display. No one actually arranges their shoes until a guest is coming. 9) Thus, don't ever ever ever come to my house without informing a week earlier. I need to clean it to portray myself as a civilized human. 10) I get really amused over magic tricks (and tell me how its done after that because I would think about it for a long time) 11) I like pop-out stickers. On cards, phones, letters, study desk. 12) When my battery is 1% I don't really have that sudden panic attack to charge it anymore. It dies so I let it die until I am near the power socket. 13) I don't have to energy to travel to places I love anymore. 14) I usually forget the storyline of a book once I moved on to the next two. 15) I keep spoiling my earpiece by pulling it or sleeping on it I don't really know how. 16) I have been napping for minimum of 3 hours accumulated in a day. 17) I find it extremely tiring to socialize with more than 3 people. 18) I enjoy writing and taking random candid pictures. 19) I am able to not plan my presentation yet speak confidently. (don't do it Suzana) 20) I do not enjoy participating in debates though. 21) My 2014 aim was to bake and cook. What kind of aim is that? lol. 22) I do jump-shots because when I look back at the photo, I am able to bring myself to that moment of adrenaline. 23) I have 8 blogs haha goodluck searching Ladies and Gentlemen. ps; "studying" Labels: distraction, Stress, study, You think you do but you have no idea. back to top?
Wednesday, August 20, 2014 @ 4:56 PM Dss finals So I just had my first official exam in Poly and if I could describe it in one word is stress. Stress during the paper, stress 15 minutes before the paper. Well as usual, I would be kiasu and come an hour before the exam just incase anything happens. My classmates came 3 hours earlier and I slept while they revised. Honestly, I didn't feel a pinch of nervousness yesterday. To me, less than an hour was enough for excel functions. As I arrived in school and classmates clearing last-minute doubts, what was on my mind was where's our exam classroom? Stress I had no clue even with the help of the school map. The shutter bus was off service so we climbed uphill. And went up the back side of the building because everyone blindly followed one another. And even scarier, we couldn't exit it. Stress We ran and searched for the lift (information from other classmates) and there were two. Trusting our instincts, we went up the second one and found it! After all the running and sweat, we were only allowed to enter 13 minutes later. A lot of strange words on the paper. Stress. And halfway through, twice, my file hanged and I couldn't do anything about it. Stress. Called for help and nothing much could be done for 2 minutes. Ended 15 minutes early, what did I miss out? Stress. Rechecked my scenario manager and it suddenly doesn't work?! It worked JUST NOW. Then I deleted it and lost the Originalscenario and only had Scenariosolver. Stress. Changed and redid it. 2 minutes left. #error. Redid. #cannotcontainformula. Redid. 1 minute left. Stress. Times up. Compared answers. Stress. For wrong formula, selected wrong cell, misunderstood =pmt function. Stress. Get ready for a B. Labels: Stress back to top?