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SUZANA WHO?
Hi there little boys and girls, today we are gonna learn how to poison squirrels. But first, I’d like you to meet my friend Suzana ; Stranger

Monday, February 20, 2017 @ 12:54 AM

Purple Parade + Inclusive Carnival

When my final finals paper is tomorrow but school is not everything. Grades are not everything. It is all about time management and spreading happiness. What does the world need right now?

Even things like taking, editing and posting photos on instagram takes time and planning, what! HAHA a lot of effort has been put into our instagram and facebook (@puzzles.sg).

May the community look out for one another more in 2017.

Labels: Everyone was so enthu, Fun, puzzles, study

Monday, December 5, 2016 @ 1:05 AM

Sugar

My brain has agreed that as for now, the best feeling in the world to me is the purest and most innocent form of excitement.

The sudden heart race that lasts as long as the situation is exciting, but peaks at random times, especially when you least expected it. While my body remains still, it is dying to jump up and down. The crazy assumptions have driven me to insanity as I smile at inappropriate times, and it seems that I'm always defeated by this wild attack.

One way to reduce the sugar from my jumping soul is through writing; the words flow naturally and uncontrollably. The brain is a loser in discouraging at this moment in time. Sometimes, I just let the sugar rush run and enjoy this moment where fantasy meets reality.

Fantasy meets reality.

I wish to stop writing now, but the sugar level has not moved from the brim. This is retarded. I'm going to my bunnies. They understand.

Labels: Storytime, Stress, study

Saturday, September 5, 2015 @ 10:23 AM

Last lap (a week before exams)

"Girls lets take a photo!" Too much class in a photo:

My fans can't take their hands off me:

After 141 photos, aint lying about the number: "Girls, we are here to study"

If studying at home means taking a 5 minute break that becomes 3 hours, lying in bed for awhile, having a rabbit that wants to play all the time, then go out, get someone to study with you and not get overly distracted catching up.

Labels: distraction, motivation, My bag was effing huge., My hair is short again, study

Monday, June 15, 2015 @ 2:13 AM

Random thoughts

A lot of athletes that I know are extremely satisfied with their workout when they feel the burns and muscle aches. A few studious friends do not feel that their study time is fully productive until their brains are tired at the end of the day. For me, I do nothing much and I feel slightly happier when I find marks of contusion around different parts of my body after a week of activities. What makes it more strange is not being able to recognize which activity caused it or was it just a mere accident. Woohoo temporary ugly tattoo.

Why am I blogging this? So that in 10 years time, I will be (inshaallah) looking back and laughing because by then, I would've experienced weirder things. Would I? What if my kids became weird too? Hello kids in the future world, Im 18 this year. This is the era where we blog/tweet/insta/tumblr and post our minds online.

What if:

I wrote a letter to my future children on my eighteenth birthday and only let them open on their eighteenth birthday?

Labels: Hi, study

Saturday, February 14, 2015 @ 11:52 PM

YEAR 1 ALMOST COMPLETE

Last exam tomorrow and then the fun begins!

Things to accomplish this school break:
Earn money
Attend abseiling L1 course
Learn to cook proper dishes
Adventure with ODAC mates
Climb like mad
Kayak
Adventure Training Camps at Ubin
Uniform duties

Other than jotting emotions and new experiences and converting it into words, I want to record the same memories through videos. And well.....

My Sony Xperia Z3 Compact has actually been with me for about 5 months now and I'm learning more about it. It's a smaller version than the original one which is convenient enough for me to fit into my back pockets. And the funny thing is that it never occurred to me to do any research because when my previous phone cracked, my dad accompanied and sponsored me to purchase a new one on the day itself heheheheeh. I'm pretty sure I'm not the only one who needs that sudden emergency therapy. To the point where my school project required video making and my group was working on mobile devices. That's when I knew so much more. Well, I only bought it because of the waterproof function but there was more that I had not discovered.

Labels: exercise, Life is a test, motivation, Outdoor love, study

Tuesday, December 9, 2014 @ 12:14 AM

Lists- 23 days to 2015

Making lists, its what Asians do. 23 things cause 23 days to 2015.

List of random/normal things about Suzana:

1) Skinny straight fries > Fat wiggly ones.

2) Thinks I can study just by reading powerpoint slides.

3) Snacks unconsciously. I have sweets, biscuits in bags that I use for over a week.

4) After effect: snack wrappers can stock in my bag for a week.

5) I have a problem of forgetting to drink after a meal.

6) I have lost my ezlink over 5 times. They just disappeared?

7) Waterproof phone waterproof earpiece waterproof camera waterproof bag so I can be cool under the rain.

8) The shoe rack at home is for display. No one actually arranges their shoes until a guest is coming.

9) Thus, don't ever ever ever come to my house without informing a week earlier. I need to clean it to portray myself as a civilized human.

10) I get really amused over magic tricks (and tell me how its done after that because I would think about it for a long time)

11) I like pop-out stickers. On cards, phones, letters, study desk.

12) When my battery is 1% I don't really have that sudden panic attack to charge it anymore. It dies so I let it die until I am near the power socket.

13) I don't have to energy to travel to places I love anymore.

14) I usually forget the storyline of a book once I moved on to the next two.

15) I keep spoiling my earpiece by pulling it or sleeping on it I don't really know how.

16) I have been napping for minimum of 3 hours accumulated in a day.

17) I find it extremely tiring to socialize with more than 3 people.

18) I enjoy writing and taking random candid pictures.

19) I am able to not plan my presentation yet speak confidently. (don't do it Suzana)

20) I do not enjoy participating in debates though.

21) My 2014 aim was to bake and cook. What kind of aim is that? lol.

22) I do jump-shots because when I look back at the photo, I am able to bring myself to that moment of adrenaline.

23) I have 8 blogs haha goodluck searching Ladies and Gentlemen.

ps; "studying"

Labels: distraction, Stress, study, You think you do but you have no idea.

Wednesday, May 29, 2013 @ 12:17 AM

Kudaku berlari gagah berani

Ya, selaku pelajar yang mengambil subjek bahasa melayu dan tidak berlatih seharian, saya patut berfokus dalam kelas tambahan. Di sekolah saya, semua murid diberi peluang untuk mengulangkaji bersama guru selepas sekolah hingga empat setengah. Walaupun kadangkala ia menyeksakan untuk hadirkan diri, is untuk kebaikan saya sendiri. Keadaan di perpustakaan sunyi sepi dan sejuk lalu mataku bermula menutup. Guru asyik mengingatkan yang peperiksaan sudah hampir supaya kami boleh menyediakan diri. Saya telah mencuba semua teknik-teknik untuk belajar supaya mendapat mempertingkatkan imbuhan dan kosakata. Saya amat bersyukur kerana zaman ini agak termaju kerana mempunyai banyak alat-alat belajar. Contohnya, kamus di telefon bimbit. Selain buku teks/ cerita, saya juga telah mendapat ilmu dari menonton televisyen dan mendengari radio. Salah satu lagu yang saya ingin berkongsi dengan para pembaca adalah Kau Ilhamku.

Thousands of stars in the sky have now disappeared
I feel about in the darkness
The floating moon is now growing darker
My inspiration fades without a direction

A moment of your face appears in the quiet
There is flickering of light
Is that the stars or the moon?
I say thank you

Allow me to steal the shadow of your face
Allow me to steal the imagination with you

Forgive me, oh
Imagine this song could disturb the space you live in ,
You smile, oh
Just memories of us in this arena
You're my inspiration . . . you're my inspiration

Labels: Inhale love Exhale hate., Nervous., study

Tuesday, May 28, 2013 @ 1:47 AM

7 DAYS LEFT

What’s the purpose of counting down the days to the exams? To remind us daily so that we would use the remaining time left wisely. So over the 3-day weekend, my mother tongue homework was just too much. Evenso, I completed them on the night before. Such a coincidence how there’s always family outings everytime my exams are nearing. So whats up? Been feeding my body with edible food. Edible might not be healthy but im healthy and contented. Supernananana was actually too sweet and the banana pieces had a weird smell but overall, it’s overrated. I still prefer choco frappe from Macdonalds. It’s only Monday and we and Im sure other schools too have mother tongue intensive. Suzana, you better achieve what you want ah. After receiving my results, I don’t give myself permission to feel regret. There is still time to memorise all the peribahasa and improve my bahasa further, my main weakness. Comparing to my genius peers, Im lacking way behind. Yes, there is a need to compare. I am Singaporean, deal with it. Selamat maju jaya kepada semua!

ps; look at the time O.O 4 hours left to sleep before school. Investiture investiture investiture. Im graduating from CIP soon :-) Goodmornight!

Labels: distraction, Makan, study

Wednesday, May 22, 2013 @ 8:37 PM

It hit me

I decided to confess on something serious. I don’t deserve to be called an Asian anymore unless I prove myself wrong with surprising O level results. Hais, is there something wrong with the way I write/speak/listen? Why is my English so weak? Why oh why oh why oh why oh why oh why oh why oh why. I should be focusing on malay right now because I have 12 days left to my exams.

Im also a Bsian, Csian, Dsian.

And it’s interesting how the subject that I flunked was the ones that I truly put in consistent efforts. (ok la except for physics) Calculating my L1R2B2, I was cracking my brains on “back up” courses. Really hurts when you score D-angerously low results. C-rap grades won’t get me anywhere either. Being A-verage means getting straight As for everything.

Jika tidak dipecah ruyung, di mana boleh mendapat sagunya.

So lets go, we can do it.

Labels: All I could do was cry, I regretted so badly, study

Friday, May 10, 2013 @ 11:35 PM

The past five days

Lack of proper meals = more junk food.

I throw my food up in the air sometimes, saying ayyyyyo catch with my mouth yoooo.

My nights at gekpoh/ learning corner/ library/ was often accompanied by patties, energy bars or those mini chocolates here and there. After napping for (supposedly 10 minutes) 2 hours on average, I continue my last-minute exam preparation at home just like every other student. My body reacts in a way that my hands would auto-snooze my alarm clock while I'm in dreamland. Every time I try to control myself from recharging my energy level, my time being awake wouldn't be as productive. So sleeping is good for you, studyholics/workaholics/game addicts out there.

They say lunch is the most important meal of the day if you striked out breakfast and dinner. So I’ve been skipping the most important meal of the day and repaying it with supper.

It hasn’t been as exciting as I thought it would. Animals need more love. Some of the arrogant cats seriously has some attitude problems, maybe because they are spoilt by other Singaporeans. On the other hand, I'm actually proud that the residents actually bother to take good care of stray cats.

Life of an Asian girl.

Labels: distraction, study, Umbrellas

Wednesday, May 8, 2013 @ 10:43 PM

Barely at stage Act 2 Scene 2

Not only is this the famous balcony scene, it shows the drastic change in Juliet. Previously, she was innocent and definitely not in search for love “It is an honor I dream not of” in A1S3. Because she respects her mother, calling her “Madam” and “What is your will”, she does not like the idea of marriage and love. Furthermore, she’s barely fourteen! Come on, give her some space to think.

In this particular scene, Juliet has evolved to be mature to make her own decisions and to think carefully of the consequences. Although she is independent and daring to give her heart to her parent’s enemy, she is still unsure and insecure. Besides, they have only met in that short period of time “If thou dost love, pronounce it faithfully” It used to be just cheeky romantic infatuated Romeo proving his love through metaphors and continuous compliments,

"The brightness of her cheek would shame those stars
As daylight doth a lamp; her eye in heaven
Would through the airy region stream so bright
That birds would sing and think it were not night.”

(So guys out there trying to impress literature students, quote Shakespeare)

In return, Juliet has managed to express her true feelings but is still afraid thus the audience is aware that she keeps it to herself in the soliloquy in A2S2. On the other hand, melancholy Romeo was lamenting over Rosaline. Ironic how he got over her in an instant and claims that "Did my heart love till now? Forswear it, sight! For I ne'er saw true
beauty till this night” when he set eyes on Juliet.

In A3S1, Romeo is overjoyed with Juliet’s acceptance and enters the fighting scene between Mercutio and Tybalt. He has accepted Tybalt as his own and “love thee more than thou canst devise”. Mercutio rages but ended up getting killed, under Romeo’s arms. When Mercutio falls, Romeo realizes that he has soften because of Juliet, “Thy beauty hath made me effeminate , And in my temper soften valor’s steel”. So I'm pausing here, leaving you with something to think about, Romeo is no longer bold and as impulsive as he used to. So is meeting Juliet a good or bad thing for him?

Labels: be patient., distraction, literature, motivation, study

Wednesday, May 1, 2013 @ 8:16 PM

I wish to do things in the speed of light..

just like a ninja.

Probably one of those nerve-wrecking days for students from my school as the Mid Year examinations starts in less than 12 hours. Rest is most important for the brain so I decided to stay home all day. And what did I manage to accomplish on this one day holiday? Nothing fantastic, last minute memorizing of formats and absorbing information on wildlife. Just for your information, hunting is now a recreational sport/hobby/tradition. Amazing how poachers lack sympathy. Little that Im aware, polar bears are turning into cannibals because of the climate change and they lack food. Videos, pictures and articles online are causing my lunch to make a reappearance. Anyway, I am supposed to make a proper post with interviews and all by tonight. Till then. Spot anything interesting? :)

Labels: It's not the first time i heard that question., study

Thursday, April 25, 2013 @ 8:17 PM

Jia you!

During one particular subject today,

I just had home cooked dinner by my mother and decided to write a short update. If you take a gander at my classmates, you’d realize that 90% of them are giving their all for the nearing exam(ssss). Me being me, I weighed my regular school bag plus hand-carried items and it weighed 6 kilos. Thus, I can fool myself into thinking that I’m regularly training my shoulder muscles and biceps. Imagine those days where I had additional uniform, boots to lug around school for three years.

come on brain, humanities is going to be okay! The furer is waiting for me to study him, so tatas!

Labels: Nervous., study

Sunday, April 21, 2013 @ 11:21 PM

Double down Burger @ KFC

Close to zinger, but definitely the largest burger i’ve eaten. Infact, I don’t think this is legal to be a burger! Don’t burgers have buns on the outer layers? Yes, this is the ultimate Double Down. This was introduced to me by a few friends. Some even doubted that I can finish it. Taking it as a challenge, Shazlina and I headed to KFC on a Sunday. Truthfully, I hesitated while queueing, afraid that half of it would go to waste.

You see how Shaz can fit it into her mouth while i’ve outstretched mine?!

Oh we damn right completed all of it (inclusive of drinking) in nineteen minutes. It’s not as easy to bite multiple levels of oily ingredients- 2 chicken, 2 turkey bacon, hashbrown, cheese. Plus, we ordered fries too. Do you understand how much this accomplishment meant to us? She told me that we should not force ourselves when we burped, and two times means we’ve over eaten. HAHAAHA YA RIGHT. I feel beyond satisfied even up till now.

Think you can handle it? Next up is Macdonald’s double black pepper flamer. This coming Sunday is waiting patiently for us. Anyway, what’s with the doubles? Half is cuter :)

Labels: Makan, satisfied, study

Monday, March 18, 2013 @ 10:44 PM

Explore the world of Aviation!

On a random Friday, almost all of my entire english class went for this aviation workshop at Temasek Poly. What I first discovered was the airplane “parked permanently” outside of the school.

(grabbed from google.com)

If airplanes, helicopters flying objects interests you, Temasek poly should be in the top of your list for tertiary education, geek! Im just kidding ofcourse! This was one of my most unexpected hands-on field trip. They have the most advanced materials to let you have the best learning experience.

Not only do you get to meet a real life pilot, you get to experience flying (a simulator) as well.

YOU might be the future aviation professional!

“action sleep"

“Ready for take off?"

I reset the time hahaha

Student explaining on how to use the airplane controller to prevent from committing suicide

Until now, I am clueless on why should we use this. All I know is the blue one is for landing.

Pui Shang was flying outside Changi Airport hahahahaah

After my focus was on this photo, I crashed into the sea. *APPLAUSE*.

Anyone in need for a professional pilot? Trust me, Im responsible.

After all, we paid our fullest attention on the lecture as it didn’t feel like a lecture with role play in between. This is beneficial to me, even if I don’t aspire to do these in my future, I got to be an aviation geek.

TO4 Click here to watch a video for more

Labels: melting, My bag was effing huge., school trip, study

Wednesday, February 27, 2013 @ 11:28 PM

My not so fulfilling results

Different reactions after receiving tests results? Well did you..

Study all week for a focus test and know you can achieve top.

Know the topic well and had revised slightly.

Know the topic well and was confident of an A.

Study just enough expecting a pass.

Study on the bus/canteen a few hours before the test.

Flip through the notes expecting to at least get 1/4 right.

Not understand the chapter but refuse to consult a teacher.

Not understand but consulted a teacher a day before.

Memorize because you can’t seem to get it.

Planned on leaving the paper empty.

Skip school just to escape the test.

Your reactions after receiving is obvious. It really depends on how hard you have worked for it.

But seriously, I failed amath focus test. *Waits for the lecture*

Not only have I flunked that test, I really did horribly for history. I GOT THT DAMN POINTS MIXED UP. Giving excuses are common things students do when they know they deserve it.

Labels: Eeeeeeeee., study, You think you do but you have no idea.

Saturday, February 23, 2013 @ 2:01 AM

To smell good or look good?

Finally got a chance to show off my dress, “Ao dai” which I bought at Saigon not long ago. That’s me trying to pull off the Vietnam traditional wear. Obviously can’t.

As you can see from the model photo I found on google, there’s a tiny hole revealing your skin at your side stomach (aka most people’s weakest link). Well, I got tickled almost the entire day hence I got too beat running around in my not-so-high heels. If I didn’t added height, I might as well sweep and mob the areas I passed.

Kakak Shahirah’s wedding. And me with my dust collecting camera, I finally remembered to take it out with me to an event. You see, before munching on briyani, ayam mask merak, kebab, this soup idk the name, cheese blueberry cake, kuih, ice ream, I ate Macdonalds for brunch. Zhi yao, and Syahindah were the only ones with me at chem class on a Saturday morning.

As you can observe, the rest of my energy was spent at this wedding with gorgeous people. The rest of the photos are published on Facebook.

ps; feel regret deep down that I did not accomplish anything related to studies the rest of the day.

Labels: be patient., Heels hurt :'), Makan, study, The magic of first love is our ignorance that can never end.

Monday, February 4, 2013 @ 11:55 PM

Endure, suzana

First period of the week was Physical Education and Mr Y would let us play games only after everyone had passed their NAPFA. Since I have completed the 5 stations, and my upper body is sore, why not I take a break from PE for a day? AND YOU KNOW WHAT, THERE’S A NEW PE TEACHER TODAY AND THEY PLAYED HANDBALL. I had a short nap in PE as the sound of the raindrops overlapped the shrieks of my classmates. Did you know listening to raindrops can actually be terapeutic? I was suffering in chem class, fighting with my eyes to stay awake as we were learning a new topic today. Math in the ava room? Perfect >:) Fuh, that pathetic person who purposely tells the whole world to hit my arms. FUH IM NOT AS STRONG AS YOU OK.

Labels: distraction, My bag was effing huge., study, You think you do but you have no idea.

Wednesday, January 30, 2013 @ 10:53 PM

Update of my wednesday

Quick update:
Literature test tomorrow on "Shakespeare". My entire class has no idea on what exactly is gonna be tested on "Shakespeare". I actually raised my hand and called my teacher for more than 3 times to ask but he or she simply ignored or maybe didn't hear. But the rest of my class did, so maybe because I forgot to bring my books today? My mistake, but if really to ignore a student's uncertainty? Ok can. Nevermind, shall do cip proposal where the ic herself ain't coorperating.

Usually I would be fine with all the tasks every graduating student is given, but it has been 42 hours of my phone not working. I just don't get it, compared to all my friends, I feel that I have taken good care of this phone but it suddenly decides to be a rebel. Aish.

Chemistry is slowly making sense but I'm secretly dying in Malay. Boleh tak Kalau Saya blog dalam Bahasa? Karangan saya amat rabak

Labels: study

Monday, January 21, 2013 @ 11:36 PM

WHEN THE COLD WIND BLOW

PURPLELIGHT IN THE VALLEY THIS IS WHERE I WANNA BE WITH MY ALL CLOSE COMPANIONS WITH MY RIFLE AND MY BUDDY AND ME-E-E!

3 commented that my hair needs a haircut soon! Haven’t cut my hair for 6 months or so maybe something new? Always cutting about this length (right) so maybe something wild and centre parting? Still unsure, we’ll observe in a month’s time :) Today was science and math day. My shoulders couldn’t handle the weight. Someone help me in chemistry, please?

BTW, my class’ noticeboard is amazinggggg.

Labels: distraction, motivation, My bag was effing huge., My hair is short again, study

Monday, February 20, 2017 @ 12:54 AM Purple Parade + Inclusive Carnival When my final finals paper is tomorrow but school is not everything. Grades are not everything. It is all about time management and spreading happiness. What does the world need right now? Even things like taking, editing and posting photos on instagram takes time and planning, what! HAHA a lot of effort has been put into our instagram and facebook (@puzzles.sg). May the community look out for one another more in 2017. Labels: Everyone was so enthu, Fun, puzzles, study back to top?
Monday, December 5, 2016 @ 1:05 AM Sugar My brain has agreed that as for now, the best feeling in the world to me is the purest and most innocent form of excitement. The sudden heart race that lasts as long as the situation is exciting, but peaks at random times, especially when you least expected it. While my body remains still, it is dying to jump up and down. The crazy assumptions have driven me to insanity as I smile at inappropriate times, and it seems that I'm always defeated by this wild attack. One way to reduce the sugar from my jumping soul is through writing; the words flow naturally and uncontrollably. The brain is a loser in discouraging at this moment in time. Sometimes, I just let the sugar rush run and enjoy this moment where fantasy meets reality. Fantasy meets reality. I wish to stop writing now, but the sugar level has not moved from the brim. This is retarded. I'm going to my bunnies. They understand. Labels: Storytime, Stress, study back to top?
Saturday, September 5, 2015 @ 10:23 AM Last lap (a week before exams) "Girls lets take a photo!" Too much class in a photo: My fans can't take their hands off me: After 141 photos, aint lying about the number: "Girls, we are here to study" If studying at home means taking a 5 minute break that becomes 3 hours, lying in bed for awhile, having a rabbit that wants to play all the time, then go out, get someone to study with you and not get overly distracted catching up. Labels: distraction, motivation, My bag was effing huge., My hair is short again, study back to top?
Monday, June 15, 2015 @ 2:13 AM Random thoughts A lot of athletes that I know are extremely satisfied with their workout when they feel the burns and muscle aches. A few studious friends do not feel that their study time is fully productive until their brains are tired at the end of the day. For me, I do nothing much and I feel slightly happier when I find marks of contusion around different parts of my body after a week of activities. What makes it more strange is not being able to recognize which activity caused it or was it just a mere accident. Woohoo temporary ugly tattoo. Why am I blogging this? So that in 10 years time, I will be (inshaallah) looking back and laughing because by then, I would've experienced weirder things. Would I? What if my kids became weird too? Hello kids in the future world, Im 18 this year. This is the era where we blog/tweet/insta/tumblr and post our minds online. What if: I wrote a letter to my future children on my eighteenth birthday and only let them open on their eighteenth birthday? Labels: Hi, study back to top?
Saturday, February 14, 2015 @ 11:52 PM YEAR 1 ALMOST COMPLETE Last exam tomorrow and then the fun begins! Things to accomplish this school break: Earn money Attend abseiling L1 course Learn to cook proper dishes Adventure with ODAC mates Climb like mad Kayak Adventure Training Camps at Ubin Uniform duties Other than jotting emotions and new experiences and converting it into words, I want to record the same memories through videos. And well..... My Sony Xperia Z3 Compact has actually been with me for about 5 months now and I'm learning more about it. It's a smaller version than the original one which is convenient enough for me to fit into my back pockets. And the funny thing is that it never occurred to me to do any research because when my previous phone cracked, my dad accompanied and sponsored me to purchase a new one on the day itself heheheheeh. I'm pretty sure I'm not the only one who needs that sudden emergency therapy. To the point where my school project required video making and my group was working on mobile devices. That's when I knew so much more. Well, I only bought it because of the waterproof function but there was more that I had not discovered. Labels: exercise, Life is a test, motivation, Outdoor love, study back to top?
Tuesday, December 9, 2014 @ 12:14 AM Lists- 23 days to 2015 Making lists, its what Asians do. 23 things cause 23 days to 2015. List of random/normal things about Suzana: 1) Skinny straight fries > Fat wiggly ones. 2) Thinks I can study just by reading powerpoint slides. 3) Snacks unconsciously. I have sweets, biscuits in bags that I use for over a week. 4) After effect: snack wrappers can stock in my bag for a week. 5) I have a problem of forgetting to drink after a meal. 6) I have lost my ezlink over 5 times. They just disappeared? 7) Waterproof phone waterproof earpiece waterproof camera waterproof bag so I can be cool under the rain. 8) The shoe rack at home is for display. No one actually arranges their shoes until a guest is coming. 9) Thus, don't ever ever ever come to my house without informing a week earlier. I need to clean it to portray myself as a civilized human. 10) I get really amused over magic tricks (and tell me how its done after that because I would think about it for a long time) 11) I like pop-out stickers. On cards, phones, letters, study desk. 12) When my battery is 1% I don't really have that sudden panic attack to charge it anymore. It dies so I let it die until I am near the power socket. 13) I don't have to energy to travel to places I love anymore. 14) I usually forget the storyline of a book once I moved on to the next two. 15) I keep spoiling my earpiece by pulling it or sleeping on it I don't really know how. 16) I have been napping for minimum of 3 hours accumulated in a day. 17) I find it extremely tiring to socialize with more than 3 people. 18) I enjoy writing and taking random candid pictures. 19) I am able to not plan my presentation yet speak confidently. (don't do it Suzana) 20) I do not enjoy participating in debates though. 21) My 2014 aim was to bake and cook. What kind of aim is that? lol. 22) I do jump-shots because when I look back at the photo, I am able to bring myself to that moment of adrenaline. 23) I have 8 blogs haha goodluck searching Ladies and Gentlemen. ps; "studying" Labels: distraction, Stress, study, You think you do but you have no idea. back to top?
Wednesday, May 29, 2013 @ 12:17 AM Kudaku berlari gagah berani Ya, selaku pelajar yang mengambil subjek bahasa melayu dan tidak berlatih seharian, saya patut berfokus dalam kelas tambahan. Di sekolah saya, semua murid diberi peluang untuk mengulangkaji bersama guru selepas sekolah hingga empat setengah. Walaupun kadangkala ia menyeksakan untuk hadirkan diri, is untuk kebaikan saya sendiri. Keadaan di perpustakaan sunyi sepi dan sejuk lalu mataku bermula menutup. Guru asyik mengingatkan yang peperiksaan sudah hampir supaya kami boleh menyediakan diri. Saya telah mencuba semua teknik-teknik untuk belajar supaya mendapat mempertingkatkan imbuhan dan kosakata. Saya amat bersyukur kerana zaman ini agak termaju kerana mempunyai banyak alat-alat belajar. Contohnya, kamus di telefon bimbit. Selain buku teks/ cerita, saya juga telah mendapat ilmu dari menonton televisyen dan mendengari radio. Salah satu lagu yang saya ingin berkongsi dengan para pembaca adalah Kau Ilhamku. Thousands of stars in the sky have now disappeared I feel about in the darkness The floating moon is now growing darker My inspiration fades without a direction A moment of your face appears in the quiet There is flickering of light Is that the stars or the moon? I say thank you Allow me to steal the shadow of your face Allow me to steal the imagination with you Forgive me, oh Imagine this song could disturb the space you live in , You smile, oh Just memories of us in this arena You're my inspiration . . . you're my inspiration Labels: Inhale love Exhale hate., Nervous., study back to top?
Tuesday, May 28, 2013 @ 1:47 AM 7 DAYS LEFT What’s the purpose of counting down the days to the exams? To remind us daily so that we would use the remaining time left wisely. So over the 3-day weekend, my mother tongue homework was just too much. Evenso, I completed them on the night before. Such a coincidence how there’s always family outings everytime my exams are nearing. So whats up? Been feeding my body with edible food. Edible might not be healthy but im healthy and contented. Supernananana was actually too sweet and the banana pieces had a weird smell but overall, it’s overrated. I still prefer choco frappe from Macdonalds. It’s only Monday and we and Im sure other schools too have mother tongue intensive. Suzana, you better achieve what you want ah. After receiving my results, I don’t give myself permission to feel regret. There is still time to memorise all the peribahasa and improve my bahasa further, my main weakness. Comparing to my genius peers, Im lacking way behind. Yes, there is a need to compare. I am Singaporean, deal with it. Selamat maju jaya kepada semua! ps; look at the time O.O 4 hours left to sleep before school. Investiture investiture investiture. Im graduating from CIP soon :-) Goodmornight! Labels: distraction, Makan, study back to top?
Wednesday, May 22, 2013 @ 8:37 PM It hit me I decided to confess on something serious. I don’t deserve to be called an Asian anymore unless I prove myself wrong with surprising O level results. Hais, is there something wrong with the way I write/speak/listen? Why is my English so weak? Why oh why oh why oh why oh why oh why oh why oh why. I should be focusing on malay right now because I have 12 days left to my exams. Im also a Bsian, Csian, Dsian. And it’s interesting how the subject that I flunked was the ones that I truly put in consistent efforts. (ok la except for physics) Calculating my L1R2B2, I was cracking my brains on “back up” courses. Really hurts when you score D-angerously low results. C-rap grades won’t get me anywhere either. Being A-verage means getting straight As for everything. Jika tidak dipecah ruyung, di mana boleh mendapat sagunya. So lets go, we can do it. Labels: All I could do was cry, I regretted so badly, study back to top?
Friday, May 10, 2013 @ 11:35 PM The past five days Lack of proper meals = more junk food. I throw my food up in the air sometimes, saying ayyyyyo catch with my mouth yoooo. My nights at gekpoh/ learning corner/ library/ was often accompanied by patties, energy bars or those mini chocolates here and there. After napping for (supposedly 10 minutes) 2 hours on average, I continue my last-minute exam preparation at home just like every other student. My body reacts in a way that my hands would auto-snooze my alarm clock while I'm in dreamland. Every time I try to control myself from recharging my energy level, my time being awake wouldn't be as productive. So sleeping is good for you, studyholics/workaholics/game addicts out there. They say lunch is the most important meal of the day if you striked out breakfast and dinner. So I’ve been skipping the most important meal of the day and repaying it with supper. It hasn’t been as exciting as I thought it would. Animals need more love. Some of the arrogant cats seriously has some attitude problems, maybe because they are spoilt by other Singaporeans. On the other hand, I'm actually proud that the residents actually bother to take good care of stray cats. Life of an Asian girl. Labels: distraction, study, Umbrellas back to top?
Wednesday, May 8, 2013 @ 10:43 PM Barely at stage Act 2 Scene 2 Not only is this the famous balcony scene, it shows the drastic change in Juliet. Previously, she was innocent and definitely not in search for love “It is an honor I dream not of” in A1S3. Because she respects her mother, calling her “Madam” and “What is your will”, she does not like the idea of marriage and love. Furthermore, she’s barely fourteen! Come on, give her some space to think. In this particular scene, Juliet has evolved to be mature to make her own decisions and to think carefully of the consequences. Although she is independent and daring to give her heart to her parent’s enemy, she is still unsure and insecure. Besides, they have only met in that short period of time “If thou dost love, pronounce it faithfully” It used to be just cheeky romantic infatuated Romeo proving his love through metaphors and continuous compliments, "The brightness of her cheek would shame those stars As daylight doth a lamp; her eye in heaven Would through the airy region stream so bright That birds would sing and think it were not night.” (So guys out there trying to impress literature students, quote Shakespeare) In return, Juliet has managed to express her true feelings but is still afraid thus the audience is aware that she keeps it to herself in the soliloquy in A2S2. On the other hand, melancholy Romeo was lamenting over Rosaline. Ironic how he got over her in an instant and claims that "Did my heart love till now? Forswear it, sight! For I ne'er saw true beauty till this night” when he set eyes on Juliet. In A3S1, Romeo is overjoyed with Juliet’s acceptance and enters the fighting scene between Mercutio and Tybalt. He has accepted Tybalt as his own and “love thee more than thou canst devise”. Mercutio rages but ended up getting killed, under Romeo’s arms. When Mercutio falls, Romeo realizes that he has soften because of Juliet, “Thy beauty hath made me effeminate , And in my temper soften valor’s steel”. So I'm pausing here, leaving you with something to think about, Romeo is no longer bold and as impulsive as he used to. So is meeting Juliet a good or bad thing for him? Labels: be patient., distraction, literature, motivation, study back to top?
Wednesday, May 1, 2013 @ 8:16 PM I wish to do things in the speed of light.. just like a ninja. Probably one of those nerve-wrecking days for students from my school as the Mid Year examinations starts in less than 12 hours. Rest is most important for the brain so I decided to stay home all day. And what did I manage to accomplish on this one day holiday? Nothing fantastic, last minute memorizing of formats and absorbing information on wildlife. Just for your information, hunting is now a recreational sport/hobby/tradition. Amazing how poachers lack sympathy. Little that Im aware, polar bears are turning into cannibals because of the climate change and they lack food. Videos, pictures and articles online are causing my lunch to make a reappearance. Anyway, I am supposed to make a proper post with interviews and all by tonight. Till then. Spot anything interesting? :) Labels: It's not the first time i heard that question., study back to top?
Thursday, April 25, 2013 @ 8:17 PM Jia you! During one particular subject today, I just had home cooked dinner by my mother and decided to write a short update. If you take a gander at my classmates, you’d realize that 90% of them are giving their all for the nearing exam(ssss). Me being me, I weighed my regular school bag plus hand-carried items and it weighed 6 kilos. Thus, I can fool myself into thinking that I’m regularly training my shoulder muscles and biceps. Imagine those days where I had additional uniform, boots to lug around school for three years. come on brain, humanities is going to be okay! The furer is waiting for me to study him, so tatas! Labels: Nervous., study back to top?
Sunday, April 21, 2013 @ 11:21 PM Double down Burger @ KFC Close to zinger, but definitely the largest burger i’ve eaten. Infact, I don’t think this is legal to be a burger! Don’t burgers have buns on the outer layers? Yes, this is the ultimate Double Down. This was introduced to me by a few friends. Some even doubted that I can finish it. Taking it as a challenge, Shazlina and I headed to KFC on a Sunday. Truthfully, I hesitated while queueing, afraid that half of it would go to waste. You see how Shaz can fit it into her mouth while i’ve outstretched mine?! Oh we damn right completed all of it (inclusive of drinking) in nineteen minutes. It’s not as easy to bite multiple levels of oily ingredients- 2 chicken, 2 turkey bacon, hashbrown, cheese. Plus, we ordered fries too. Do you understand how much this accomplishment meant to us? She told me that we should not force ourselves when we burped, and two times means we’ve over eaten. HAHAAHA YA RIGHT. I feel beyond satisfied even up till now. Think you can handle it? Next up is Macdonald’s double black pepper flamer. This coming Sunday is waiting patiently for us. Anyway, what’s with the doubles? Half is cuter :) Labels: Makan, satisfied, study back to top?
Monday, March 18, 2013 @ 10:44 PM Explore the world of Aviation! On a random Friday, almost all of my entire english class went for this aviation workshop at Temasek Poly. What I first discovered was the airplane “parked permanently” outside of the school. (grabbed from google.com) If airplanes, helicopters flying objects interests you, Temasek poly should be in the top of your list for tertiary education, geek! Im just kidding ofcourse! This was one of my most unexpected hands-on field trip. They have the most advanced materials to let you have the best learning experience. Not only do you get to meet a real life pilot, you get to experience flying (a simulator) as well. YOU might be the future aviation professional! “action sleep" “Ready for take off?" I reset the time hahaha Student explaining on how to use the airplane controller to prevent from committing suicide Until now, I am clueless on why should we use this. All I know is the blue one is for landing. Pui Shang was flying outside Changi Airport hahahahaah After my focus was on this photo, I crashed into the sea. APPLAUSE. Anyone in need for a professional pilot? Trust me, Im responsible. After all, we paid our fullest attention on the lecture as it didn’t feel like a lecture with role play in between. This is beneficial to me, even if I don’t aspire to do these in my future, I got to be an aviation geek. TO4 Click here to watch a video for more Labels: melting, My bag was effing huge., school trip, study back to top?
Wednesday, February 27, 2013 @ 11:28 PM My not so fulfilling results Different reactions after receiving tests results? Well did you.. Study all week for a focus test and know you can achieve top. Know the topic well and had revised slightly. Know the topic well and was confident of an A. Study just enough expecting a pass. Study on the bus/canteen a few hours before the test. Flip through the notes expecting to at least get 1/4 right. Not understand the chapter but refuse to consult a teacher. Not understand but consulted a teacher a day before. Memorize because you can’t seem to get it. Planned on leaving the paper empty. Skip school just to escape the test. Your reactions after receiving is obvious. It really depends on how hard you have worked for it. But seriously, I failed amath focus test. Waits for the lecture Not only have I flunked that test, I really did horribly for history. I GOT THT DAMN POINTS MIXED UP. Giving excuses are common things students do when they know they deserve it. Labels: Eeeeeeeee., study, You think you do but you have no idea. back to top?
Saturday, February 23, 2013 @ 2:01 AM To smell good or look good? Finally got a chance to show off my dress, “Ao dai” which I bought at Saigon not long ago. That’s me trying to pull off the Vietnam traditional wear. Obviously can’t. As you can see from the model photo I found on google, there’s a tiny hole revealing your skin at your side stomach (aka most people’s weakest link). Well, I got tickled almost the entire day hence I got too beat running around in my not-so-high heels. If I didn’t added height, I might as well sweep and mob the areas I passed. Kakak Shahirah’s wedding. And me with my dust collecting camera, I finally remembered to take it out with me to an event. You see, before munching on briyani, ayam mask merak, kebab, this soup idk the name, cheese blueberry cake, kuih, ice ream, I ate Macdonalds for brunch. Zhi yao, and Syahindah were the only ones with me at chem class on a Saturday morning. As you can observe, the rest of my energy was spent at this wedding with gorgeous people. The rest of the photos are published on Facebook. ps; feel regret deep down that I did not accomplish anything related to studies the rest of the day. Labels: be patient., Heels hurt :'), Makan, study, The magic of first love is our ignorance that can never end. back to top?
Monday, February 4, 2013 @ 11:55 PM Endure, suzana First period of the week was Physical Education and Mr Y would let us play games only after everyone had passed their NAPFA. Since I have completed the 5 stations, and my upper body is sore, why not I take a break from PE for a day? AND YOU KNOW WHAT, THERE’S A NEW PE TEACHER TODAY AND THEY PLAYED HANDBALL. I had a short nap in PE as the sound of the raindrops overlapped the shrieks of my classmates. Did you know listening to raindrops can actually be terapeutic? I was suffering in chem class, fighting with my eyes to stay awake as we were learning a new topic today. Math in the ava room? Perfect >:) Fuh, that pathetic person who purposely tells the whole world to hit my arms. FUH IM NOT AS STRONG AS YOU OK. Labels: distraction, My bag was effing huge., study, You think you do but you have no idea. back to top?
Wednesday, January 30, 2013 @ 10:53 PM Update of my wednesday Quick update: Literature test tomorrow on "Shakespeare". My entire class has no idea on what exactly is gonna be tested on "Shakespeare". I actually raised my hand and called my teacher for more than 3 times to ask but he or she simply ignored or maybe didn't hear. But the rest of my class did, so maybe because I forgot to bring my books today? My mistake, but if really to ignore a student's uncertainty? Ok can. Nevermind, shall do cip proposal where the ic herself ain't coorperating. Usually I would be fine with all the tasks every graduating student is given, but it has been 42 hours of my phone not working. I just don't get it, compared to all my friends, I feel that I have taken good care of this phone but it suddenly decides to be a rebel. Aish. Chemistry is slowly making sense but I'm secretly dying in Malay. Boleh tak Kalau Saya blog dalam Bahasa? Karangan saya amat rabak Labels: study back to top?
Monday, January 21, 2013 @ 11:36 PM WHEN THE COLD WIND BLOW PURPLELIGHT IN THE VALLEY THIS IS WHERE I WANNA BE WITH MY ALL CLOSE COMPANIONS WITH MY RIFLE AND MY BUDDY AND ME-E-E! 3 commented that my hair needs a haircut soon! Haven’t cut my hair for 6 months or so maybe something new? Always cutting about this length (right) so maybe something wild and centre parting? Still unsure, we’ll observe in a month’s time :) Today was science and math day. My shoulders couldn’t handle the weight. Someone help me in chemistry, please? BTW, my class’ noticeboard is amazinggggg. Labels: distraction, motivation, My bag was effing huge., My hair is short again, study back to top?