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Wednesday, May 22, 2013 @ 8:37 PM

It hit me

I decided to confess on something serious. I don’t deserve to be called an Asian anymore unless I prove myself wrong with surprising O level results. Hais, is there something wrong with the way I write/speak/listen? Why is my English so weak? Why oh why oh why oh why oh why oh why oh why oh why. I should be focusing on malay right now because I have 12 days left to my exams.

Im also a Bsian, Csian, Dsian.

And it’s interesting how the subject that I flunked was the ones that I truly put in consistent efforts. (ok la except for physics) Calculating my L1R2B2, I was cracking my brains on “back up” courses. Really hurts when you score D-angerously low results. C-rap grades won’t get me anywhere either. Being A-verage means getting straight As for everything.

Jika tidak dipecah ruyung, di mana boleh mendapat sagunya.

So lets go, we can do it.

Labels: All I could do was cry, I regretted so badly, study

Saturday, January 26, 2013 @ 7:55 PM

Life is a test

You know how when you get really pissed at someone and can’t control your emotions you say “I hope you die”. Please, take back your words because words came with a very strong feeling which turns into a wish or should I say a curse.

Recently 2 precious people just found out they were sick, as in really sick and it runs in the family. It’s so serious to a point that he has to go for (i can’t even say it). One of my friends just went for a small ‘fix’ and I finally understand why he has been missing sometimes. If I, just receiving the news already can’t handle it, how can they control the pain they feel? Plus keeping it from their friends!

Just 5 minutes ago I checked my twitter and got to know Ibrahim (this i can mention) lost his memory when he passed out halfway through a soccer match. GAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH why do people over exert themselves. Maybe they didn’t know, but what I’d like my not-so-many readers to do is to take care of your health. Even if whatever sickness runs in the family, stay positive because life is a test. Test on how strong you are, and it’s all in the mind. Ibrahim, even if I’d only seen you for 10 days straight, Bambarayon will try our best to help you as much as we can. Doa is the best. Visiting two of them soon.

AND PLEASE TRY TO CONTROL YOUR SMOKING ADDICTION IF YOU DO.

"The ups and downs in life are also very important to keep us going because a straight line even in an ECG means we are not alive!"

Labels: All I could do was cry, Life is a test, You think you do but you have no idea.

Thursday, December 20, 2012 @ 12:31 PM

Ouward Bound Sabah 11-20 Dec 2012 #part2

Air Asia with Ma’am Siti and Sherryl (Shiffa’s friend). First thing at base camp was to eat. When I was grouped with 9 other boys and one CLT, it was awkward. On the bright side, Darren, Andy and Kinnard were one of them. The others, I eventually got to know them better.

Matthew- NCC ACSI, very gullible and innocent/ Fermi- NCDCC, loved looking at shooting stars during our night duty/ Naeem- NCDCC Admiralty sec, wants to improve his stamina/ Kinnard- NCC St Andrews, doesn’t mind being gay (kidding haha), have the same interests as me/ Hafiz- NCC mat jiwang who loves his family and got homesick, also can get seasick/ Zhao yu- NCC, friendly and laughs like a spoilt engine, gullible and feels that I’m the weirdest girl ever/ Ibrahim- NCC, slow in mind games, cannot lose, a lot of initiative, funny like siao, racist to himself.

First day was bonding with the group and we named ourselves ‘Kinnabalu’ which was switched to Bambarayon. It’s like Bamba + Crayon = Bambarayon.

Back-to-basic camp craft

Durian/ Jackfruit expedition

THIS IS SPARTAAA

The tent pitching was different. It consisted of a ground sheet, tent sheet, heavy ropes and we have to make our own tent pegs (unlike the metal ones provided usually). There was a lot of comparison with what I usually get and what we had at OBS.

Firewood instead of solid fuel.

Parang instead of penknives.

River water/ Aqua tap pills instead of NEWater.

Flying cockroaches instead of normal ones.

Moonlight instead of torchlight. (reflection of sunlight actually)

Wild pigs instead of teepee.
Night cold wind instead of aircon.

Bloodsucking leeches instead of the cullers.

Rivers instead of puddle.
Bushes instead of toilets.

No trail instead of manmade trails.

Canned food instead of food rations.

Actual beautiful scenery instead of motivational posters.

Mountain instead of hill.

It’s an experience I’d recommend others to go through as well :)

ps; the rest of the 365 photos are on Facebook.

Labels: All I could do was cry, camp, exercise, Fun, Im positive alright, melting, motivation, My bag was effing huge., ncdcc, satisfied

@ 12:00 PM

Outward Bound Sabah 11-20 December 2012

Let me start with Bambarayon’s final performance

The instructors chose me last minute to become the MC so I had to call up my own group haha

OBS, in Malaysia

This is where I wanna be

With Helse, & JJ

With my luggage my buddies and meee

Went sailing, in the ocean

Got seasick, lagi worse

With Helse, & JJ

With my paddle my buddies and meee

Bambarayon rolling down the street

Outward bounders took a little trek

Stand up, Pack up, Shuffle to the van

Made our way to the mountain land

BAMBABAMBABAMBARAYON
BAMBABAMBABAMBARAYON

If our jerry can’s too heavy,

I’ve got 11 more to carry

But if they too cannot carry,

SUCK IT UP and JUST DO IT

BAMBABAMBABAMBARAYON

This is Chapter 1, the journey just begun

This is Chapter 2, it is beautiful

This is Chapter 3, we pee in lots of trees

This is Chapter 4, we never wanted more

This is Chapter 5, we saw a bee hive

This is Chapter 6, we broke our walking sticks

This is Chapter 7, it made me feel like heaven

This is Chapter 8, we finally touched our beds

This is Chapter 9, we had a good time

This is Chapter 10, instructors have our thanks

*so much labels but so much links*

Labels: All I could do was cry, camp, Fun, Im positive alright, Inhale love Exhale hate., melting, My bag was effing huge., ncdcc, school trip

Friday, October 1, 2010 @ 7:23 PM

Malay paper.

I missed the bus several times. I ran like a crazy alien in uniforms with panda eyes who cant live without my bus 30. And my 55cents. I can easily be stressed if I don't have my coins and the person taking the bus with me would be forced to take it out. muahahah. Totally lost my voice on a wednesday morning. Friday got even better, i sound like a boy-.- a boy breaking his voice. Yea, and people wants my voice. Warning, you can't laugh- its painful. But I still laughed hard. Me and Hannah were in an industan movie for a moment- runrun. Honestly, truthfully and whatevers lah, I was being sincere. Laughed real hard and cried, no not really, I don't bawl. I'm feeling a bit more optimistic about the week. Insyaallah.

You chortle, chortle, chortle
Grieve, grieve, grieve
Ya Allah, I want to do well in all my papers and get atleast a B.

Labels: All I could do was cry

Wednesday, May 22, 2013 @ 8:37 PM It hit me I decided to confess on something serious. I don’t deserve to be called an Asian anymore unless I prove myself wrong with surprising O level results. Hais, is there something wrong with the way I write/speak/listen? Why is my English so weak? Why oh why oh why oh why oh why oh why oh why oh why. I should be focusing on malay right now because I have 12 days left to my exams. Im also a Bsian, Csian, Dsian. And it’s interesting how the subject that I flunked was the ones that I truly put in consistent efforts. (ok la except for physics) Calculating my L1R2B2, I was cracking my brains on “back up” courses. Really hurts when you score D-angerously low results. C-rap grades won’t get me anywhere either. Being A-verage means getting straight As for everything. Jika tidak dipecah ruyung, di mana boleh mendapat sagunya. So lets go, we can do it. Labels: All I could do was cry, I regretted so badly, study back to top?
Saturday, January 26, 2013 @ 7:55 PM Life is a test You know how when you get really pissed at someone and can’t control your emotions you say “I hope you die”. Please, take back your words because words came with a very strong feeling which turns into a wish or should I say a curse. Recently 2 precious people just found out they were sick, as in really sick and it runs in the family. It’s so serious to a point that he has to go for (i can’t even say it). One of my friends just went for a small ‘fix’ and I finally understand why he has been missing sometimes. If I, just receiving the news already can’t handle it, how can they control the pain they feel? Plus keeping it from their friends! Just 5 minutes ago I checked my twitter and got to know Ibrahim (this i can mention) lost his memory when he passed out halfway through a soccer match. GAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH why do people over exert themselves. Maybe they didn’t know, but what I’d like my not-so-many readers to do is to take care of your health. Even if whatever sickness runs in the family, stay positive because life is a test. Test on how strong you are, and it’s all in the mind. Ibrahim, even if I’d only seen you for 10 days straight, Bambarayon will try our best to help you as much as we can. Doa is the best. Visiting two of them soon. AND PLEASE TRY TO CONTROL YOUR SMOKING ADDICTION IF YOU DO. "The ups and downs in life are also very important to keep us going because a straight line even in an ECG means we are not alive!" Labels: All I could do was cry, Life is a test, You think you do but you have no idea. back to top?
Thursday, December 20, 2012 @ 12:31 PM Ouward Bound Sabah 11-20 Dec 2012 #part2 Air Asia with Ma’am Siti and Sherryl (Shiffa’s friend). First thing at base camp was to eat. When I was grouped with 9 other boys and one CLT, it was awkward. On the bright side, Darren, Andy and Kinnard were one of them. The others, I eventually got to know them better. Matthew- NCC ACSI, very gullible and innocent/ Fermi- NCDCC, loved looking at shooting stars during our night duty/ Naeem- NCDCC Admiralty sec, wants to improve his stamina/ Kinnard- NCC St Andrews, doesn’t mind being gay (kidding haha), have the same interests as me/ Hafiz- NCC mat jiwang who loves his family and got homesick, also can get seasick/ Zhao yu- NCC, friendly and laughs like a spoilt engine, gullible and feels that I’m the weirdest girl ever/ Ibrahim- NCC, slow in mind games, cannot lose, a lot of initiative, funny like siao, racist to himself. First day was bonding with the group and we named ourselves ‘Kinnabalu’ which was switched to Bambarayon. It’s like Bamba + Crayon = Bambarayon. Back-to-basic camp craft Durian/ Jackfruit expedition THIS IS SPARTAAA The tent pitching was different. It consisted of a ground sheet, tent sheet, heavy ropes and we have to make our own tent pegs (unlike the metal ones provided usually). There was a lot of comparison with what I usually get and what we had at OBS. Firewood instead of solid fuel. Parang instead of penknives. River water/ Aqua tap pills instead of NEWater. Flying cockroaches instead of normal ones. Moonlight instead of torchlight. (reflection of sunlight actually) Wild pigs instead of teepee. Night cold wind instead of aircon. Bloodsucking leeches instead of the cullers. Rivers instead of puddle. Bushes instead of toilets. No trail instead of manmade trails. Canned food instead of food rations. Actual beautiful scenery instead of motivational posters. Mountain instead of hill. It’s an experience I’d recommend others to go through as well :) ps; the rest of the 365 photos are on Facebook. Labels: All I could do was cry, camp, exercise, Fun, Im positive alright, melting, motivation, My bag was effing huge., ncdcc, satisfied back to top?
@ 12:00 PM Outward Bound Sabah 11-20 December 2012 Let me start with Bambarayon’s final performance The instructors chose me last minute to become the MC so I had to call up my own group haha OBS, in Malaysia This is where I wanna be With Helse, & JJ With my luggage my buddies and meee Went sailing, in the ocean Got seasick, lagi worse With Helse, & JJ With my paddle my buddies and meee Bambarayon rolling down the street Outward bounders took a little trek Stand up, Pack up, Shuffle to the van Made our way to the mountain land BAMBABAMBABAMBARAYON BAMBABAMBABAMBARAYON If our jerry can’s too heavy, I’ve got 11 more to carry But if they too cannot carry, SUCK IT UP and JUST DO IT BAMBABAMBABAMBARAYON BAMBABAMBABAMBARAYON This is Chapter 1, the journey just begun This is Chapter 2, it is beautiful This is Chapter 3, we pee in lots of trees This is Chapter 4, we never wanted more This is Chapter 5, we saw a bee hive This is Chapter 6, we broke our walking sticks This is Chapter 7, it made me feel like heaven This is Chapter 8, we finally touched our beds This is Chapter 9, we had a good time This is Chapter 10, instructors have our thanks so much labels but so much links Labels: All I could do was cry, camp, Fun, Im positive alright, Inhale love Exhale hate., melting, My bag was effing huge., ncdcc, school trip back to top?
Friday, October 1, 2010 @ 7:23 PM Malay paper. I missed the bus several times. I ran like a crazy alien in uniforms with panda eyes who cant live without my bus 30. And my 55cents. I can easily be stressed if I don't have my coins and the person taking the bus with me would be forced to take it out. muahahah. Totally lost my voice on a wednesday morning. Friday got even better, i sound like a boy-.- a boy breaking his voice. Yea, and people wants my voice. Warning, you can't laugh- its painful. But I still laughed hard. Me and Hannah were in an industan movie for a moment- runrun. Honestly, truthfully and whatevers lah, I was being sincere. Laughed real hard and cried, no not really, I don't bawl. I'm feeling a bit more optimistic about the week. Insyaallah. You chortle, chortle, chortle Grieve, grieve, grieve Ya Allah, I want to do well in all my papers and get atleast a B. Labels: All I could do was cry back to top?